catching up with ol' friends...

All summer i was worried...i was worried about family, friends, things that i shouldnt even worry about. things that didnt really concern me. However, I finally stopped sometime a few weeks ago and worked on myself...getting things straight, crossing out things i needed and dont needed and caught up with friends.

I got to see Tasha yesterday which was really nice. Then online i talked to Steve, John and Charlie. Charlie isnt that big, I talked to him most of the time but it was all so new...he said stuff i guess he'd been holding back all this time. It made me feel better at what he had to say, i knew he wanted to say it but i didnt rush him.

Then sometime around 10 i saw an extremely old friend of mine. Xero.

It was so fun! we talked about memories, the future, everything! the promises we made to each other, the common interests...it just made me feel great to see that he was alright. We got a bit closer .... o.o like...sibling close...maybe more.

Then...we started to go over stuff that involved real life..like name. it was a shock to me that he remembered mine. I forgot...i felt so horrible. but he told me anyway...

Ali... thats his name.

He claims he would get on more ofthen for me....and i didnt want him to. I dont want him to go out of his schedule just for me... i hope he listens to me.

RP issues..

charlie and I are having RP adventures! ^__^ we wander around and destroy stuff; fun.

Mini RP with Ali and I -- going over memories.

Quote of the day

To be alone is better than being with fools

-Pra Thepkavi

Running on low fuel..

I stayed up until 6:30 this morning. why? cuase i wanted to.... thats all there is to it. I stayed up, watched ol' ass cartoons like Dilbert, Steamboat willie, Duckman and Daria, watched ol' movies and soaps and RPed with my friend Steve all night. I believe that this was the most extreme thing i did all summer.

Wow, i cant believe that I have only a week left of summer before i go off to become a senior. its a big thing for me...since it would be my last year at high school and i can actualyl decide what to do with my life. i know im going to college but if i wanted to, i didnt hafta. thats pretty strange... you waste your whole young life learning and when your finally the age where you hafta get ready for making kids and beware of all the weird dieseases adn shit....your done with school.

thats pretty fucked up if you ask me.

but anyway, although i didnt do much but stay home and rp it was a pretty good summer. i did go on a weeks vacation from home but nothigns better than staying home. I made some pretty good memories too. good RP's , conversations, debates, adventures, and daydreams were all made in this short 3 months. not ot mention games! heheh...


So i guess ill just be trying to live it out my last week, get ready for school and start anew. *sigh*

RP issues...
had a bit or an adventure in ireland with the red-haired one. we didnt do much but get drunk, talk about future and got in a sword fight...then thigns got a bit serious but we stopped. we had ta put it on pause

nikolai and ferret-nique went on an adventure around Hiroyuki in search of Grace, Nikolai's daughter.

friday stayed up 'till 6 RPing with my friend steve. we started a spiderman Rp which was really going well. ^^

mike and I are doing our thing. he finally meets hikari but the angel, as always, is distraught without her yami. what is she to do? what does the old egyptian text of the past have in store for her?

Quote of the day

All journeys have secret destinations of which the traveller is unaware

-Martin Buber

quote of the day..

i really have much to say today...just having a bit of mixed emotions right now. ::smiles:: there not really negative...dont worry. im just going to put down the quote of the day..

"there is no such thing as a soulmate. theres is just a mate. thats all there is and here is what mates do; you go to the movies, you fuck, you go to another movie, you fuck, you go to a comedy show, you fuck, you go to your grammy's house, you fuck...and somewhere inbetween the movies and fucking the guy will say ' wanna get something to eat?' "

-Chris Rock

Updates

okay...due to lack of money i have converted from earthlink to PeoplePC...for people who dont know..its the internet with the lil blue stick figures.

Sooo.... I have a new e-mail addres. its not from PeoplePC...i dont understand how to use it therefore it sucks. I have hotmail instead.

Niques new e-mail addres: stripedprophecy@hotmail.com

please update your e-mail addresses for me. Thank you

-Dominique

Quote of the day

To be fond of learning is near to wisdom; to practice with vigor is near to benevolence; and to be conscious of shame is near to fortitude. He who knows these three things knows how to cultivate his own character.

-confucious

Another servey thingy thing thing...

Another servey/quizz/ questionare thingy..looked fun.


My name is: Dom

I may seem: calm. (at times!)

But really: taking everything in.

Sometimes I feel: depressed...

In the morning I: lay in bed lookign up at the ceiling and trying to contemplate my dream.

I like to sleep: and not be bothered!

If I could be doing anything right now I would be:ohhh..you dont wanna know *Licks her lips*

Money: is what i dont have much of but then again..i dont ask for a lot.

One thing I wish I had is: I had a way to have my family come back togetha

One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: oh...well...

All I need: to love and be loved.. and understood for my actions.

If I had one wish it would be: everyone could live without pain.


.FIRSTS.
First best friend: Ja Nay and Brandon. Now that i think about it he looked like Ron Weasley.

First car: not yet..

First date: um..real date? i guess with John to see the Laramie Project. Made a fool of myself. lol

First real kiss: In the cool darkness of my room. i barely remember

First break-up: *shrug*

First screen name: ToraAoi16

First self purchased album: Pok'emon the first movie

First funeral:my cousin David..

First pets: my goldfish, Cleo and my grey cat Smokey.

First piercings/tattoos: my ears...

First credit card:dont want one, dont need one. was taught never to take one..

true love: ....i dun even know if it exists. ::Looks down::

First enemy:Snobby Lauren! She hated me for my disability and thought i was lower than everyone else.

First musician you remember hearing in your house: Bobby Brown.. ?


What is in your cd player?: Nique's mixes.. made by dear dear Tashie!

What color socks are you wearing?: bare!

What color of underwear are you wearing?:::looks:: crimson read with lace.. ::Blink blink::

What's under your bed?: books..um....books...magazine..books...and i think some stuff since i havent vacumed in a bit.

What time did you wake up today?: 11:22 a.m

.FUTURE.

Where do you want to go?: Japan, China, Hawaii, Italy, hell..i wanna see it all!

What is your career going to be: Animator, storyboard director, artist..

Where are you going to live?: somewhere in san fransico.

How many kids do you want?: one...depends on my husband on if we'd like to adopt, have a real baby or maybe have both! but then that means we want more..ohhh...::puts a finger to her lip::

What kind of car(s): something big and roomy!

.CURRENT.

Current mood: a bit tired but feeling really good to be home.

Current music: Tell me what the rain knows -- wolf's rain opening song

Current taste: Cherry/grape kool-aid

Current hair: raven black with one path of blonde and a gray strand. its longer now.

Current longing: to have all my friends come together no matter what thoughts or styles they are and hang out and to find a true love who can be my bestest best friend as well as my romantic partner.

Current desktop picture: Kingdom Hearts..

Current favorite artist: uhmm...i dunno. the person who sings the wolf's rain song..

Current book(s):The Vampire lestat by Anne Rice, Love in Vein, aaandd... The fellowship of the Ring
Current time-wasting wish: true love...

Current hate: -.- things that bring me and others down.

Back home after vacation.

I have returned from my trip! it wasnt that far..a week with my cousin Tammy in mountainveiw. Its pretty close to San Francisco but more in the Oakland area. pretty confusing..

Being away from the house was nice. however, i kept thinking about home. i worried about my mom and my dog....if my brother was taking care of things wiht his own family and his mom. I did try to get some fun though. To tell the truth..what i did here i did there.

Here i sit back, sleep in, watch t.v , play games and get online..

at tammys i slept in, played games, watch t.v and got online while she was gone off at work. she was a nurse and worked at night..which was pretty cool.

^__^ the kids were pretty nice..theyre 8 and 12 now. Brianna kept getting on my case about my style. she said i was the dark and mysterious black sheep of the family. I told her to go and screw herself. ::smirked::

She started to bag about my baggy jeans and back clothes and bandanas i bagged her about her bright and cheerful colors and how she always had to buy clothes from well known companies and stuff. It wasnt so bad..she needs to work on how she bags on someone..then shell be as good as brittney.

And speaking of clothes...i bought some while i was down there. We went to the great mall which was fuckin' huge! like its own town or something like that. anyway, i got me a skirt with thi-hi stockings, a black shawl thingy and a belt. I got a few other things..but it was food.

It was a very very nice stay... we didnt do that much as i stated before but that was alright.

Because I stayed home and played the kid's Kingdom hearts all day. They were off doing their own things anyway; going to their lil birthday parties, mini golf courses, summer school and football practice. I had a lot of time to play without much distraction!

In 5 days i locked all the worlds, saved Kairi and was at lv. 46. I was supposed to go back and save Riku who was posessed by Ansem but...i had to leave. *sigh*

thats why im going to buy a ps2 of my own and get Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2, when it comes out that is. Heard you can get a good deal at gamestop.

My reveiw on Kingdom Hearts

Kingdom Hearts was a wonderful game. ^^it had great graphics, cool characters, and wonderful voice overs with the disney gang. they couldve worked on a few but most of them sounded great.

The music i already knew about since i have the soundtrack but i didnt know where it was actually located in the game or how some of the areas looked. But when i played and recognized the music i saw that it matched perfectly.

Kingdom hearts is pretty good and actually takes a lot of time to play which i like in a game.
For me to get as far as i did took me a good 38 hours.. and usually it doesnt take me that long.

The bad guys , the heartless, they very creative in the many forms they came in. my favorite were the wryens. They looked all strong and powerfull and from the looks of it they couldve made good home gaurdians. *can see a wryen sitting on the roof of her house* heheh

Quote of the day

The way out is through the door. Why is it that no one will use this method?

-confucious

About that..

um..yes..about the previous post which has the quesstionarre..

i know that theres a few typos and and its kinda hard to read but please do the best you can until i get the motivation to fix it! if you have questions..ask and ill tell you.

Um..i might fix it tommorow..but i dunno ..

im supposed to be going on a trip tommorow. i think ill be back in a week or two. I dont wanna be gone for so long..im usually quite comfortable at home..but i think this is whats going to happen *sigh*

Anyway..ill see you guys later. love ya! love ya show!

- Dom

Quote of the day...

"The moons reflection in the water of the river doesn't move, it doesn't float away. It is just the water passing. "

-Taisen Deshimaru

Bit of a quiz...survey...thing.

found this on The Dark spire.. thought my own answers!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

1) endangerment of loved ones

2) embarrasment in front of many strangers

3) what happens after death.

THREE THINGS/PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:

1) my dog..

2) my stupid actions

3) my brother and his impersonations! "im rick james, bitch!"

THREE THINGS I LOVE:

1) friends and family

2) the power of music

3) variety.

THREE THINGS I HATE:

1) people who think that themselves or others arent good enough for others

2) people who manipulate, lie, or cheat to get their way

3) people who bring themselves to self-destruction.

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:

1) why is there pain and suffering in the world by human hands

2) why people think theyre better just because of differences

3) why doesnt a microwave kill us..

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:

1) RPing with mike

2) chatting with nick and friends

3) wondering what the hell im going to do during the week

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

1) fuck.

2) get drunk once

3) get into a history book of any kind!

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:

1) uhh...draw?

2) listen and learn about others

3) learn to adapt.

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:

1) ghetto.

2) introverted.

3) caring.

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:

1) attack without a good excuse or provoked

2) speak ill lies about another

3) get a woman pregnant?

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:

1) what friends hafta say when they have a feeling in their gut

2) your elders..

3) your heart when your taking a chance or a risk and your mind when you know what your doing isnt right..

THREE THINGS IDON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:

1) miserable people, they might try to bring you down with them

2) people who you know have a bad reputation

3) people who lie...all the time!

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:

1) what...the crap?

2) squee!

3) *moan*

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:

1) lasagna

2) tuna casorole

3) peaches

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:

1) speak fluent japanese

2) when to back

down for your own or others benefit

3) how to kiss..

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:

1) tea

2) kool-aid

3) soda

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:

1) sailor moon...

2) timon and pumbaa

3) Sonic the Hedgehog

RANDOM QUESTIONS.

1) Spell your name bakwards: euqinimod e'das orbmaf

2) How did you get the name of your site: well....one of my personas is Nikuu/ Nikuumo and he lives in a refidge. Nikuus a demon so hence the name!

3) Are you Homosexual?: uhhh...ill get back to you on that

.

Act your age? yes i do! im at the prime of my youth! but others say i act a bit mature..dun think so!

Born on what day of the week? From what i heard..sunday.

Chore you hate? fuck i hate cleaning my room! i know its mine but i like my messes...i like it being dirty..its gotta be dirty cuz i have a dirty mind dammit!

Dad's name? dunno...heard he was from the dominican republic though

Essential makeup item? does carmex lip gloss count..? well if it dosnt then my black eyeliner pencil..

Favorite actor? Jim Carey!

Gold or silver? Silver...

Hometown? Palo Alto, California

Instruments you play? Piano and Clarinet..

Job title? Peacekeeper, gaurdian, sophmore (wise fool)

Kids? Not now but i would like to have a son that i would name aiden..

Living arrangements? Humble 3-bedroom home.. very very small! 2 bathrooms. currently my brother and his wive my mom and i live here...but theyre planning to move. then my mom's friend will stay with us. hopefully forever.

Mom's name? Virginia Ann Fambro.

Number of people you've slept with? In my dreams..? plenty! im a pimp! in reality... -.- virgin.

Overnight hospital stays? ohh! lets seee...chemotherapy, cancer fighting, getting surgery, falling off shit...i say over all a good 2 months...

Phobia? anything more with four legs..

Quote you like? "You do not belong to you. You belong to the universe. The significance of you will remain forever a mystery to you, but you may assume you are fulfilling your significance if you apply yourself to converting all your experience to the highest advantage of others."

Religious affiliation? Uhhhh......mom?

Time you wake up? Earlier black people are supposed to get up i know that..

Unique Habit? wiggling my kneecap on my left leg and howling at the moon...i...just gotta!!

Vegetable I refuse to eat? okra...so damn slimy..

Worst habit? being a bit detached and not expressing my feelings to others .. and humping the couch. jk!

X-rays you've had? cat scan, torso, arm, leg (constantly!) head, teeth..

Yummy food you make? momma says i make a good grilled cheese, tuna casorole and spaghetti..

Zodiac Sign? i consider myself as an aquarius but im on the cusp of that and Capricorn..

last cigarette: havent had one..

last car ride: Miss Tina and tianna taking me home from the mall... and a disturbing discussion -.- *sigh*

last kiss: ...-.-;; never been truly kissed. i have but...i dunno if there was true love in it or not.. *sniff*

last library book checked out: hmm... ::checks her library recipt:: one visit checked out Baleful Beasts, The fellowship of the ring, The vampire Lestat, Thirst for Love, Love in vein II, and THe law of love..

last movie seen: At the theaters? The Village... on T.V? Cold Hearted! woot!

last cuss word uttered: Fuck..

last beverage drank: Cherry-Lemonde Kool-Aid

last food consumed: Homemade chinese.. all except the sweet n' sour shimp..we bouth that.

last crush: .... *whimper*

last phone call: I called Tianna...and i got one from Sammy.

last tv show watched: Wolf's Rain. oohhh...hige.

last time showered: 6:40 this evening.. was counting the hours until wolf's rain came on.

last shoes worn: Black sneakers

last cd played: Ayumi Hamasaki "rainbow"

last item bought: hmmmm.... cherry garcia ice cream and a thing of orbit gum

last downloaded: Twilight suzuka's theme

last annoyance: *growls* mother..

last disappointment: hmm..the last time i went out...which was... tuesday? or was it wedsday?

last soda drank: Root Beer..

last thing written: "yea..but jesus was a savior..he was christ's son! i mean..he couldve had a whole bunch of women waiting for him in heaven!" -- IM to Nick.

last key used: Key to the house..

MY trucklast word spoken: *moan* ....lust.

last sleep: Last night at 2 in the morning..woke up at 10:45 a.m..

last IM: to Machina!

last sexual fantasy: ::laughs nervously:: ehehe... two things..Hige (wolf's rain)..full length mirror.

last ice cream eaten: Chocolate Malted Crunch from Rite Aid

last time amused: hmm....im amused...always... but um...nick and i are having a discussion about jesus..

last time wanting to die: I dont want to die..i know it will happen. I just like to be left alone sometimes..in my own world..

last time in love: im always in love! but if you mean like...in a very intimate relationship thing then that would be a long time...but i think i still am.

last time hugged: mom..she needed it.

last time scolded: "dominique! make sure to keep the lights off when you leave!!" does that count..? well then that would be about a good 2 minutes ago.

last lipstick used: Orange...but it was for my cheecks..

last bra worn: white..? what the ..?

last shirt worn: my red shirt that states "caffine: the natural stimulant"

last time dancing: umm...hmm..... Thursday w/ big brother.

Five details about you...

0 introverted 0

0 obsevant 0

0 quirky to those who get to know me 0

0 guilty of lust 0

0 calm..unless provoked 0

Five details about your appearance right now...

0 raven black hair tied back into two ponytails with orange scrunchies0

0sitting at the comp crosslegged indian style wearing my ol' p.e. shirt 0

0 bored, emotionless expression on my face as i hear a friend of mine repeat the same ol' bullshit... 0

0in my mouth is my wallet...too lazy to put it away.. 0

0 dark brown eyes with an orange ring twitch from annoyance from family.. 0

Five things you did today

0 cleaned the house 0

0 talked to mom 0

0 declined on the offer from a friend ... 0

0 planned to go to my family's instead0

0 went to the chinese food restaurant and grabed Sweet n' Sour shrimp a' la carte! 0

Five movies...

0 Van Helsing!0

0 Spirited Away0

0 Interveiw with the Vampire 0

0 uhh... Lord of the Ring: Return of the King0

0 An American Werewolf in Paris 0

Five things that make you happy...

1) friends

2) family

3) their well being

4) laughter..

5) a really REALLY good book or video game.

Five things you'll do when you complete this...

1) go pack stuff

2 ) play gamecube

3) talk to nick some more..

4) try to think of something to make this anger go away

5) go to sleep for a looong time..

Five things that impress you..

1) family..you think you know them..but then they do something else to suprise you

2) people...it never seizes to amaze me on how cruel or kind they can be

3) how something so small can have so much power

4) how people mostly depend on shiny stuff..

5) me...i havent got pregnant yet... ::laughs:: hah!!

BASICS

name : Dominique Sad'e Fambro...the first!

Age: 17

marital status : Alone but not lonely..

birthday : January 20th 1987

location: On the edge of Sacramento and Elk Grove

color : Black, jade green, ultramarine, deeep blue, indigo, and violet..

AIM : Hoticetiger18, BlindBlkFeather

FEATURES

nationality : african- dominican republic mix.

height: 5' 7 3/4..

weight: 150

hair color : ebony wiht a few patches of blonde..

eye color : Brown with a faint orange ring.

shoe size : mostly wear guys shoes... i think its 10.. or is it 9 1/2?

peircings: yes... on my ears

tattoos : none..but thats going to change >)

HAVE YOU EVERfell in love : *nod*

kissed someone : *nod*

cried for someone : *nod* yes..

lied: *nod* sorry..

stole anything : oh! its a funny story.. i stole some pearls when i was only 2. i didnt know any better..they were for my mom. she never gave them back though.

drove a car : *nod*

laughed so hard you had to pee : uh-huh!

yelled at someone for something?: i yelled at my dog for being a cock-eyed bastard...i regret it..other than that..no..but there are times where i really shouldve!

stayed up all night : mmhmm! stayed up until the morning dawn!

got sick : well..yea!

gave a lap dance: ....no

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT

love : wonderful thing..one of the 7 wonders of the world.

long distance relationships : um...they work well sometimes..

teenager smoking : dont like smoking period so.. *shrug*

abusing : shouldnt do it..no matter what it is. spousal..animal...rights..just fuckin' wrong.

sneaking out : i dont do it...wouldnt like my kids to do it to me..

car accidents : *shudders* bad memories. skip.

mistakes : people make mistakes..no one is perfect! the only thing i wish for is for people to recognize the mistake, truly commit to changing it and then go back in...then the others can forget!

playas : uh...role play?

strangeonline dating: uhhh... ::shrugs:: whatever. i like strange things. variety.

school : its alright..i guess. i mean..it gets me away from home. get to do my hobbies sometimes and make friends.

tampons : -.- hope guys dont mistake it for a light saber..

boys/girls : equality ya'll!

tattoos : pretty cool...schweet works of art that last for a long while!

LAST PERSON YOU

kissed : my mom! not like tat... um..passionately? in my dreams.. lol

hugged : Carmie!

talked on the phone with : Tammy

saw : my mom...

missed : ....Yami.. *sighs* the way it used to be.

ate with : mom.. we made dinner and stuff

called: Tianna

IMed: Nikolai!

FAVORITES

food : Italian!

car : uh... anythign that runs and has a good paint job?

animal : Tigers, wolves, foxes, dragons, panthers

thing to do : to draw and listen to music

tv show : wolf's rain, Fushigi Yuugi

rapper : Ludacris, Pharell...

drink : Root beer floats, Shirly Temple

movie : i have lots! but i gues if i must choose it would be kiki's delivery service at the moment.

onenumber : 13

words : shibby, lust, lusty, squee, tomodachi (friend) , daisuki(love)

FRIENDS

coolest : all of them! i wouldnt be hanging with 'em if they wernet cool to me..

smartest : Zach!

dumbest : sammy..at times..

weirdest : Alan..definately..

nicest : Tashie!

meanest : TIANNA!

flirtiest : Stacey...definately..

shortest :Shannon!

friendliest : Jon Cervantes! either that or myself.. but am i my own friend..?

strongest : Tie with Zach and Nikolai!

horniest : uh...Nick?

laziest : hehehe! me!!

skinniest : Jessica...and Neta

buffest : Nikolai! from waht i see...

hottest : uh... *blush* i will not say..

trustworthy : um... Tashie, Zach, Nikolai,

love : the feeling you get when you bond with someone..

hate : human nature bullshit..

wish: for everything to be the way it was..

happiness is: whatever you do that makes you and the ohters around you feel great

believe : in myself and my loved ones..

smell :

sleep : when I feel like it...other wise very lil

feel : little hungry

know : whats love...

lost : my ability to see things in a totally negative way..

neversmile :when you know what you see or hearing is wrong..

laugh : very easily

will : be willing to do anything to help someone crack a smile.

remember : who i am and never let anyone tell me otherwise.

Choose 10 people and write things about them without saying their names: yay! this'll be fun!

1. Very tall, black hair, blue eyes..very very VERY good RPer. always been there for me and fills me with joy when i am down.

2. my back ghetto potna in crime..er...good-doing! Always happy to see me and we bring each other up! does live in a bit of a dark life of her own..so we can relate!

3. Friend of mine from Arizona! Really ..um...reserved, but open, silent, but loud, crazy, but sane. Knows how to get in your skin though.. >.0 *growls*

4. Gives me a hug everytime we see each other. Very very kind teen, a little taller than me, glasses, very very sweet. Homestar voice!!

5. my young, sweet innocent friend whos very kind and means well! never ever does anything to make others feel hurt and to make him feel uncomfortable. Extremly smart band player.

6. Orphan friend, very cool. People see him as annoying but i see him as a very kind man...looks for friendship more than anything!

7. A young man who gives out kindness in a dark...cold kind of way. o.o very generous..and pretty funny!! ^^ loves Family guy! O_O weapons freak...

8. Oldest friend i think i have. Golden brown tresses, sick and funny humor. I think he's the buffest too..but i havent actually seen him for a while so you know. Great RPer as well!

9. uh...well....hmm... she can be a good friend when she wants to be but she has so many issues with other people and herself that she sometimes makes me feel...uncomfortable or like a burden around her. ::sighs heavily:: We were cool and im still her friend..but im trying to go my separate ways until things patch up..

10. VERY VERY VERY CRAZY FUNNY MAN!! Very tall, scrawny with glasses and cool golden hair with brown tips. Helped me with the werewolf pictures and is working on a story of his own! Love his imagination.

like hammered shit...

Today was actually a good day. got some things done, talked to some old friends, had some tihnking done and feeling pretty good about myself.

Although i wish i could say the same about how i feel physically...

Today i woke up and my stomach feels like shit. it feels cramped, twisted, ripped apart. I dont know..it wasnt taht bad for the last few days but now..it just..feels bad. I didnt eat dinner last night but i did eat something and this is when the pain happened.

I need to go and see Dr. Brunauder.

Im watching t.v and drinking tea with lemon righ tonw...and its helping..but not that much. Batman Forever (my favorite batman movie mind you ) is on so i think this will help me a bit more.

Today i went on online surfing. Took more quizzes, found some fanficts. then i found a websites for teh introverted. I think i like it...yea. i like it a lot.

i talked to the owner of the site, nancy, and she was really nice. she replied to my mail and everything. Im thinking of joining--its always nice to make new friends.

RP issues

Do the Dew. lol

other news..

i dunno..but lately ive ben hearing good quotes..so i might do a quote of a day type thing...maybe. and heres one now.

All sorrow has its root in man's inability to sit quiet in a room by himself.

-Blaise Pascal

Somethings truly wrong with me...

For the past week i havent been feeling myself. not emotinally or mentally..i feel fine in those categories. Im speaking of physically...

For the past week or so i havent been feeling my best. my throat has been hurting; dry and sore. Ive been getting series of headaches. My arms or hands would sometimes get sore like they would feel like they have been socked or smached. My appetite has been gone completely. Ill still eat a little something but then i feel like i might lose it ..

I refuse to though..i haven thrown up since i had food poisoning.

Anyway, i think something might be wrong with my tonsils... Im trying to get an appointment to get that checked...

Im not expecting anyone to really care or anything.. just putting this down so when people say 'whats wrong' they can just come to this.

RP issues..
well theres nothing new (Big suprise) mike and i are still doing the same Rp.. its the longest weve ever done a Story Line i believe.
And in the Hiroyuki (Nick and I's lil hotel full of realms where all of our characters can stay at) Sad'i has made his debut...

Quote of the day

I do NOT do this usually..but i did watch something and i like to share it.

"Just becasue i wear fancy clothes, stand at a corner and dance around wiht a bunch of whores you automatically think im hookin'?!"

"wouldnt you?!"

*SMACK*

"No! A girl outta be able to look nice without thinking that! now get the hell outta here, you greasy bastard!"

-Wanda Sykes as Biggie Small