Saturday, February 28, 2004

Been too long...but prom!!


Okay...4 days? its has been WAY too long for me. Forgive me. Ive been online about everyday but ive been so busy with anime high school! *-* Ive never felt so alive!! ::chuckles::

And the proms tonight! I surely cant wait! ^^ got my hair did, gonna paint my nails and wash myself with some smelly good stuff! >.< And If I must i'm going to grab a guy and take him home! gotta get laid!!!! Thats whats prom's all about, ne?

Finally i finished Charlies letter. Gotta send it soon...and nick...nick.. ::shakes her head in dismay:: i'm so disappointed in him. He lost his title as the speediest writer in the west. I cant blame him though, but he BETTER write back as soon as summer starts. ^___^

RP issues

Nikuumo has now been enrolled into Anime Highschool! I had to change a log about him, like him being a demon but for now, in this school hes a fenris. During IM RP hes the same sexy demon self.

Hes met a few friends; Haru the ninja, Solace, and Amanda..or is it Chloe? ::chuckles:: The whole high school is cool. I still need to help people join. If any of you wanna join then just IM me. ^^ thats the only way i can do it.

Hmm...lets see...ive also went to Unicorn Visions and made Frost! Shes another winged tiger, one thing that it seems i'm only good at drawing. I made a chibi character picture, working on the Adult.

Other than that, a few REALLY good Anthro RPs here and there. Also Lamarie's been my Ninja! ::Swoons::


Other news

um....ASHLAND!!!!! blackouts, hotel rooms, hippies, and uncontrollable ...um..stuff. ::smirks::

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

The Sacrifice of a School Day for acceptance...and a prom dress

Finally i went shopping to get my prom dress. were kinda in a tight spot and so we didnt get a super flashy one but it was just what i wanted. ::Grins::It was also cheap..about 50 bucks, beat that! XD uhhhh!! na na na na!

We were only out to get the dress but mom went in a shopping frenzy and got some underwear, pajamas, and outfits for the trip.::sighs:: i told mom dont trip, that i can wear the clothes i have at home but shes all like "you need warm stuff and cool things if your going" soooo...she spent more money. ::Groans::

And now Omar wants more money. I mean, i do have a bit of cash but thats for the trip. its only 100 dollars which is supposed to pay all of my meals for 4 days. and now this biatch wants 20 bucks which i dont mind paying, but that leaves me in a tight spot. ^^; hopefully i can get some of that money back. Also a bit of what the group said about the prom still got me pissed off. This better be worth while.

I'm a bit happy about something however! i got my picture gallery up and have been accepted to Anime High school! ::sniffles::

pic gallery : www.photobucket.com "blacktigerfox"
animehighschool: gotta sign up for ez boards first.
RP issues

well...not really but i did work on the Yu-gi-oh! RP with tianna. Ive also been talking to Micheal and John about the Prom, which cheers me up

Sunday, February 22, 2004

oohhhh... ::Shudder::

My family ditched me since i was supposed to get a prom dress. i leave for only a few moments and i find them gone! aint this some bullshit? no matter, i'm going on Monday. ^___^ gotta get ashland clothes too.

I'm working on pics of Yu-gi-oh! characters in them. Ive almost done of one wiht me and Kaiba, then gotta work on a Kaiba and tianna one. Ive also wanted to teach myself ancient egytian. Decided to wait until i get out of Japanese 2 however.

RP issues
okay, now that i'm wide awake i can speak more of what happened last night. My god...it was like..wow. Joey loves me? i cant believe it! ^__^ it makes me feel happy, like hes my other 1/2. but would he be my yami or my hikari? were kinda alike. Tianna put her heart and soul in it and it made me so happy! She kinda scares me when she's in a Bakura mood. ::Sighs::
I did my end of the bargin when i was Kaiba for Tianna. I know I didnt show the true..."serious ness" of the multi-millionaire but i hoped i made her happy when i told her i loved her. :;grins::


Other news

Alex...heh... i dont know but he angers and scares me at teh same time. >.< he better stop being mean to the red-head before i got Yakki on him. And my goal is to get laid during my trip!! ::smirks:: who will be my first? hmm..gotta keep you guys guessin'!!
confusion, stress, and a whooole lot of RP!

Alright, if you already know, Prom is coming up! i missed a whole meal to get tianna her ticket, and although people say i was crazy i still feel good about it. Id do anything for a friend.. ::smirks:: I hafta get my dress and clothes for ashland, not to mention find a way to get laid in another town so i have good stories to tell. ::Grins;:

confusion sweeps me as well. I mean, what am i to do? i feel a bit bad for teh red head- not only because of people constantly saying negative stuff but, for her as well. I hope shes okay, she has been acting weird. is it...because of the long haired one?

RP! finally! got so much to put down!!!

RP issues
Had an Outlaw Star RP with Michael but was cut short from sudden rage. I also had a Yu-gi-Oh! RP and ive never been so happy! i'm loved...by Joey!! ^__^ ::tears streamed down her cheecks:: hmm..what else. there was a Kaiba and tianna rp, a mokuba and nikuu mini rp. Kevin and i tried to start one but we didnt have a lot of people to join us. god how i miss AOL. ::sighs::


Other news

Waiting for Kaze to scan my picture, also waiting for acceptance to Anime High School Rp forum. ::chuckles:: cant wait. hmm...what else. because of the Joey and Nique RP im gonna make picture! wee!!

Thursday, February 19, 2004

Prom dress, Prom friend, Prom sleep?

oh god, i'm so tired. and i'm a bit worried about tianna. i dont know..people say i shouldnt worry. of course, people dont have enough patience for the red-head (sorry to say) but they just dont understand. I still care for her, no matter if she goes through moods and no matter if she acts different than other people. but thats what i like about her.

the prom is one week and tommorows the last day to buy the ticket. Tianna better face her fear and give me the cash! I'm already set and i'm the one to be going through this long ass line for her. >.< ::sigh:: why must she procrastinate? I also need to get my dress--jessica and her mom is willing to take me, along with my mum. need to shop for the Ashland trip anyway. cant wait

and oh my gosh, i gotta learn to not be so stupid around my crush and be more assertive. ::sighs heavily::

RP issues

well i tried to have a Yu-gi-oh! RP between Ryou and bakura but Yami wasnt in a good mood. No one else besides micheal who came late in the night. gotta fix that


Wednesday, February 18, 2004

New peeps staying in the fambro mansion

^^ yo peeps! whats up? my faithful Demon fans, i have good news! sammy has come to stay for a while. he's having a bit of trouble at his home but i let him stay with us...he just blends in with our ghetto-ism. i still wont let him stay in my room...its too embarrasing even for me.

(sammy aka simba) hey evReRbody!! Im so sexy!!!

(Dominique aka Dom) uh...yea...keep thinking that big boy. Anyway, only two days to the prom and Yami still needs to give me my money! dont make me go pimp on you, bitch!! wheres my money?!?!?! >.< i'm gonna leave without you if you dont give it to my by Friday morning!!!

RP issues
Well lets see...got home early so i got time to RP finally.. >> god!! its been so long since i actually could do it freely. Lamarie and i were talking what would it be like if i was 1/2 lizard and Tianna (a.k.a Yami) she was being weird..she scared me a bit too.. DONT YOU EVER TELL ME YOUR DYING EVER EVER AGAIN!!!
New Day, New RP and Micheal and I started an Outlaw Star RP. ^^ schweet! wonder where nick is? gotta talk to him about some ..stuff...


Other News

some things are going on between grammy and Sandy. dont know...kinda weird. I also spoke to mom about what she said about me and mom told me not to trip.

Prom coming soon and my dear friends are taking care of me. Now that I think about it...i'm basically getting into the prom (which + other expencies is about 275 bucks) for a mere 10 dollahs!! Booyah!!!

Oh yea...someone called me ugly, think its true?

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

::sighs:: blah...

well this weekend was a bit heptic by having a party and tianna over. it was fun though, my yami's all that. she was going through the mood swings which were interesting to watch, althought it made me mad on what i heard what happened on friday.

(yakki) it will rain blood today!! RAAAHH!!

well maybe not blood but actual rain, which was very nice.

Prom...i got 2 days to get the cash. Tiana gotta give it up, me? i need to still beg for 10 bucks!! >.< graaaah! its all too much, cant i just go to the senior ball?! its all tooo much!!!!!

Trip coming soon, yay! i'm looking forward to that more than the prom, to tell you the truth! we get to pick room buddies Thursday! i dont know... >> tianna said she didnt want to bunk with me...its all good :Sniffles::

RP issues
fur RP!! woo! go tiger and wolf! oh yea, some Yu-gi-oh! RP between Bakura and Ryou.


Other news
making ideas for a posterboard i have. but its so good i wanna color it and scan it for everyone to see! its a pic of Yakki and DP..uh..nakie. YOU CANT SEE ANYTHING THOUGH!! NOTHING! THE HAIR AND FUR'S IN THE WAY! DONT BEAT ME!!!!

Friday, February 13, 2004

woo-hoo for the 13th!

woah, sorry babies. i didnt mean to go off that long. i feel so..empty if i dont post down at least every day. ::sighs::

well anyway...lets see. lots of good things happened on whats supposed to be an unlucky day. ::scratches her head:: i got valentines cards, candies, and no homework! well...i do have homework but its not a big deal. I also got invited to a party which is gonna be fun! ^^ been a while since i abeen to one.

I do feel kinda bad since i couldnt get big bro's matches for the quiz he worked on. he sounded like he truly didnt care.. ::shrugs:: but i got mines. some of the people that said they could be my matches i actually know which is kinda scary!! O_O; and who knew that my perfect match is Adam Sandler? Mike Meyers too? >>...i also got a Crush from an anonomus person and i got some suspects. >.< i know it was you! yea! you ...the one whos reading this, dont fricken' lie!!!

Heard about the gay marrage thingy...i'm for it. i mean, if your truly love someone no matter what, why not get married? so what if your the same gender, just think of it as birth control.

RP issues
Nick....::sighs:: is not a dramma queen! give it a rest!!!


Other news
happy valentines day one and all! i must make valentines for loved ones!! yesh i do! and Ashland trip's comin! wee!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Drowing my sorrows in chicken-cheese ramen

::sighs:: not in that happiest of moods right now although i should be. The sun was shining, it was nice and warm and i finished all my work (except theater's) in due time!I also turned in my check for the $300 trip to the Shakespeare festival but that actually got me kinda down. I mean, we dont have a ton of money in the first place and ive been trying to tell mom its okay but she said that i deserve it. I guess i should be a bit excited....it might come to me in a lil while.

My theater teacher gave me all of the cards and i found out that a few people i know (not truly friends) are going. i guess i could take the 3 days to become friends with them. be kinda fun.

RP issues
Although im not truly in the mood to do so, i cannot resist a good RP from mike! ^__^ he cheers me up already and is actually a really good guy.


other news
having issues with prom, everyone is stressed for some odd reason. I still wanna take the red-head but if i dont get the money for the ticket (not to mention the money for hers--gotta give up the dough!) then i might not go at all.. ::heavy sigh:: however, if that is the case i'm gonna have a lot of making up to do and just look forward for senior ball =3

Saturday, February 07, 2004

anger, depression, weakness, and forgiveness
I'm so sorry dear readers but i was soo fatigued to even write to you. Ive also been a bit...preoccupied with stuff and trying to help everyone with prom at the best of my abilities. But I did have fun with Tianna..a bit. After i heard of what happened on Thursday I felt a deep anger and depression..I know i shouldnt blast it on the Internet but it pisses me of. i waved it off; i was glad to see the red-head and i wanted to keep her happy. ::Grins::

But i'm still a bit tired, and Valentines Day is coming soon. what to do..

RP issues
Micheal and i are doing our famous Digimon RP. fun fun! Nick and I were also going to do a valentines day party but food called for him.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Frustartion..in more ways than one

Things are getting a bit heptic at school right now. Mom and i are still going through money issues and now Natasha is having doubts about her going to the prom. Her mom's being a bit of a biotch!Also she wont be able to go to Brian's house on the weekened so i'm not going >.< but its cool. if she wont be able to go then i wont go... just dont know how to tell tianna...

and speaking of the red head, i'm supposed to go with her on friday...a play i believe. Also shes gonna spend the night! but this animation thing is coming up and its kinda stupid... >> i dont even have a ride so i dont know if i 'm going. gotta e there at 8 or something, which is stupid. I"m having a debate with my good and bad spirit to see if i should really put effort to go. I wanna stay and hang with tianna though ;-;

RP issues
well...none at the moment. my friend is acting like my psychiatrist though, listening to my situation.


Other news
HUNGRY!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

DVD, courses and nihongo, oh my!!
Today was pretty normal. still sluggish as hell but went on strong. i was actually looking forward for tianna to come in my room but eh..didnt happen. :s;hrugs:: i jsut had a dream so i though it would happen. I also had a dream that i fought Alex for Sammy's sake. O.o; i dunno...Alex was being a bitch and i kicked his ass. that was that.

The portable DVD player from out lab was messed up and i couldnt finished the DVD yearbook for Chicago ::sighs:: just needed a few more shots >.< stupid animation team. No matter, i'm trying my best...

Tonight was also course selection night and i decided to take Comp Tech, Japanese 3, Theater 2 and 3, Mythology, Poetry, Shakespeare, Astronomy, and Psychology! cant wait! ^__^ however, i'm gonna miss everyone when i leave...no need to think about it now.

RP issues..

Micheal and i are doing a digimon Rp at the moment. Go Jian!! and others.... ::smirks:: heh..


other news
Tianna's planning to come over! squee! i cant wait, however some things came up... >.< i'm still having her over! no matter what, but i Tashie and Brian are discussing limo crap so i'm going over to Brian's house in yuba city on saturday afternoon to get things sitiated.. mommie said that when i returned, tianna can come back!!

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Fatigued

so sorry my everloving readers but i'm too fatigued today. I cant even think...cant even reply to my love because of this infernal body. God, what i wouldnt give for a drop of pure innocent blood. ::sighs::

Tianna...if your reading this....you owe me for taking a bite out of my PIE god dammit!! lol!

RP issues
NONE! ::Gasps::

Monday, February 02, 2004

rain, rain, be in unison with the water...

Nothing but rain at school...except at the last bit but it was nice. Nikuumo and i enjoy the sweet scent of the rain. Isnt that right?

::the demon was sitting on the couch, reading a magazine...eh...obviously busy with...something::

uh..uh..yea. love rain.

oh...hes preoccupied. anyway,nothing much happened today..other than the production i told you guys about. I believe i did well...although i was hella nervous. >.< if people wanna see the script, e-mail me and ill just think about giving it to you.

Hoticetiger18@earthlink.net is the adress

RP issues
None today..although i really really really wanna stay. well...i have a mini- Spawn RP with lamarie..then it switched ..over and over then it ended up to where lil toki (who now looks like a 12 year old--cat people age fasssstt!!!) is learning about the cursed thing that happens to all of us! puberty!poor child.


Other news
got a letter from the American Poets Society and they want to publish my poetry!! SQUEEEEEE!!