Sunday, October 31, 2004

After-Party!!

This is dominique fambro on the party report! heheheehehehe...

Well Shannon's halloween party was really nice! It was a masquerade, as explained a while back and it was really nice, every dressed up except for a few people. There werent that many people as I thought it would be; maybe a good 20 peoples... but it was still cool.

People did the electric slide for about 2 hours, freak danced and then watched the old fashioned horror movies. It was okay >> I shouldve brought Van Helsing though.

So we chilled, talked, dance and that was pretty much it. Tasha, Brian and Mike came over with me.. and that was fun! I mostly hung out with them..

there was a lot of people I knew like Tianna, Alex, Mo, Jason, and Jessica to name a few... and that made it better.

o.o other stuff happened which i shall not explain because it was relaly stupid..

soooo....yeaaaaaaaa......

RP issues

None really tonight since i went to a party. Mike is kinda mad at me though. He's been mad at me for a while..or agitated cause i havent been around. I guess i really cant blame him. Youd think he would have a lot of people to RP with but...he says everyone either sucks or arent really on. -.- He can look harder. either that or grab some people who are semi-good and teach them. Thats what i do. *blinks*

Quote of the day:

"To err is human, To forgive is divine"
-Mike

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Masquerade, Squee!!

tonights the big night..masquerade! im so hyped, i hope nothing bad happens on this glorious night! my costumes ready, my mask is out and ill i need to do is get my hair done and wait for Tasha and Brian.

Shannon said i coudl bring friends so i invited them also Zach and Jessica... I hope Shannon doesnt mind. hehehe...

Its gonna be so fun! But im also a bit nervous...but why should i be? i do well in huge crowds especially when my friends are around!!!

So im hoping for the best...no killings..no rape...or any sex.. unless im part of it. hah!!

>> but dude im gonna freak out if i walk into the bathroom and i see someone doing ...stuff.

soooo excited!! I should be getting ready now but im kinda waiting for a moment cause im hungry!! VERY HUNGRY!!

RP issues

i had a whole bunch of fun last night! Sparrow got a new friend and also charlie and i did some stuff.. ^__^ it was really fun.

Also Steve was a werewolf. I was playing games and tricks with him but i think he was tired because after an hour or two...he stopped posting. I think it was because he passed out at his compy. I did too waiting for him but i got up after 10 minutes and took my butt to bed.

Quote of the Day:

"yesterday is dead and tomorrow is not yet born. Today is all that matters"



Thursday, October 28, 2004

Monstrous..

another day, another post. Its a pretty morbid day; its cold, cloudy and midterms are today! However, im in a pretty good mood for my finals arent so bad. I have Comp Tech and Geometry today.

*Sigh* also i think im in a good mood because im only running on 4 hours of sleep. Why didnt i get much sleep? because i was scared. Yup, you heard me....fear struck my heart adn my mind. I didnt even do anything! i just had a bad vibe.

I ate late and then i started to hear my heart throbb in my own ears..then i went to bed and started to see or sense things. Maybe there were, i dunno, hallucenagins in my food. *Shrugs* Im better now...i just cant get teh Grudge out of my head. I didnt even see the movie and im freaked out! probably because i went to go and see the website:

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/thegrudge/site/flash/

go if you dare... >>

I went shopping and got my costume yesterday; i dont know waht to call myself... i kinda saw it as a fancy goth trick-or-treater..and then i saw it as a vampire hunter. Alexis thinks if i wear some of her make up (she is white, jsut to tell you) i can be a vampire! i thought all these ideas were good but im gonna see how its going to go.

Tommorow though im jsut going to go to school as The Punisher. Besides, the shirt thats for the masqerade party is a bit....hmm... skimpy. yea, ill go with that. *chuckles softly*

Also while i was at target i went and bought Van Helsing! im so excited but im also extremely tired... i didnt watch it last night... so im going to watch it when iget home tonight.

maybe after taking a nap..

Rp issues..

none really, i was gone from the home most of the day. I did talk to Nick thought, he was excited cause he had a girl over his house. Im happy for him!!

Quote of the day:

"i may not know everything but im stupid enough to try anything."
-Beast Boy
I love that boy.. *swoons*

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

okay...what?!

another day, another post. For some reason, i was filled with depression after writing yesterday's post. I dont know why... but i guess my body and spirit know something that my mind does not.

And i guess i found out later that day. *sigh*

yesterday i talked to a friend of mine... its the one i always talk about im sure you faithful readers already know so i wont say no names.

Well, yesterday she was talking to me..the red-haired one and she was just..asking what was up. I told her, it was nothing new..she didnt look to interested in in anyway , which is not a big suprise. *Shrugs* she came over yesterday (uninvited which was extremely rude. ) and we watched a movie where we were joking around and everything. It was Sleepy Hollow! the funniest scary movie in my time...

So we joked about that and i asked her what was up and she couldnt tell me anything which i stated was 'nothing new'. i wasnt being rude, i was just stating the truth; when weve talked lately we dont have much to say. mostly becasue we dont hang out with each other and so the stories we'd probably would tell to each other..we wouldnt really care for them becasue they'd be those 'you hafta be there!' kinda things.

Then she called me high-strung...

*raises an eyebrow* i just let her be after that... i knew what the word meant but i had to think about it...it was kinda lodged in the back of my head.

high strung: adj : being in a tense state [syn: edgy, highly strung, in suspense(p), jittery, jumpy, nervy, overstrung, restive, uptight]

Now i dont know if she used the word in the right way but if she did...shes right. I am high strung around her; i cant stop that. And its not because im scared or anything... im just keeping my gaurd up. *sighs* Its just all the chances that ive given her..and thigns never really changed. sure, it was nice for a little while but then things went back to the same old thing where id somehow position myself to get hurt..like the perfect target. I dont know if she understands that... i dont even know if she cares about it.

I dont know why i act so 'high-strung' around her..probably because of all the things that happned to me in the past with her. i dont have that many..ehm...fond memories. I have a few, but that was way in teh past and the things that have been happening has killed the hope if anything will be back to normal. the way it was. maybe it was meant to be...

She still has her chance...I wont take that away. However, if she wants it so badly she must act like she wants it. Gonna take guts...a lot of guts but if she wants it shes gotta go for it. I wont do much; ill listen and see how it goes. but if she doesnt come up...oh well. Its not like sleeping beauty, im not waiting for her. I cannot actually say that i dont want her miss up on this chance...i cant say that i do...i just want her to make a decision and go for it.

RP issues

mike and I started another RP! ^^ yuuup... its an anthro one this time! furry high school! it was pretty funny... making dares and everything.

my new friend (undonewhispers) and I are supposed to do an RP. he said he needs a dominiant male...i think i can play that.

Quote of the day:

"they hatch from their little eggs on teh beach and then coo-coo-ka-choo, they find their way back to the big old blue"
-Crush







Monday, October 25, 2004

Another post once again!

Well it seems that today is really slow but not that slow. I have finals soon! Im a bit nervous since government can make or break me. Im trying my hardest to pass..i even studied for 3 hours last night on that!

Ive also been studying on Japanese too. Its not as important right now…what am I saying? All my classes are important! This is senior year were talking about! I need to stay foucused!!

I gotta get good grades! I must study! I must be the greatest pokemon master of all time!!! *stands on her bed, holding up a pok’eball…*

*then stops, blinking* oops...heh…sorry. anime moment.

Bre bre and Grammy came over on Friday and stayed for a while. We had our own mini party! We were dancing to goodies and had food and then passed out on the bed. Well, I passed out on the bed. It was weird, I was sleeping but I could hear everything she said. I even replied to some of the things she asked.

Friday Mike came over too! It was soo much fun ; I was a bit high with my own sleepiness though. We did some stuff, made jokes and listened to music. It was nice; he was one of the few people that actually liked my music… all except the Japanese though. But that was only because he couldn’t understand..

As stated in Saturday’s post the 23rd was Tianna’s birthday. She …invited herself over to my house which I thought was rude but its not I could do anything at that time; mom was pressing my hair. Rudeness is my ultimate pet peeve. -.-

She stayed for a while since mom and I were watching Sleepy Hollow but that was it. She left before I took a shower. It wasn’t as bad as I thought but next time, she should contact someone before coming over. I would feel a bit better then.

RP issues

Well after a lot of…um…copulating, Sparrow is pregnant with Kurama’s kids. The fox demon is being very…protective of the neko, he really cares. They went to a slave market to get a slave to take care of Sparrow while hes pregnant; feed him, pet him, among other things. *smirks*

Mike and I did an RP too…I cant really remember what it was, it will get to me. Heh, we’ve done so many different Storylines I cant keep count. Its not a bad thing but then…it is. He’s very creative though.

Um… other than that I think that’s it. Although I just have one more thing that’s bothering me…

Tianna, when did you start calling me ‘babe’?! seriously! Its bugging the crap out of me!! Its like..itching the back of my mind! I want a reason!!

WHYYYYY!!!

Quote of the day:

“Soon well all be mixing and merging into one until were all like some one big happy family like…like the news! Or Ally Mc Beal! Or the people who work at Saturn!!”
-White Feather
Other news:
for people who read this, if youll be so kind as to tell others about In search of mending id be very much obliged. Im trying to get a bit more publicity so i can get some comments and feed back. I always like to hear from other minds.
And tell them if they dont have a blogger account so they can leave comments directly on the website they can always write me an e-mail..
why i have two e-mail address you ask... *Shrugs* got it when i signed up for yahoo messenger.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Another birthday..squee!!

well today is October 23..as stated above; Tianna's b-day! she is now 17 i believe...yup. Im suprised she made it this far. Youd think that all the stupid things that only she can do would kill her...but i guess not. good job.. *applauds with a smirk*

Also is the day where Libra supposedly ends and Scorpio begins..hence why she has both of their personality traits. They kinda clash since scorpios and libras dont get along.. *Blink blink* weird.

Hmm.... theres not much to say except happy birthday to the scorpio..oh! and about the last post you left..you dont hafta worry about it. Besides.... your not needed, kura-chan. not trying to be mean. another kura-chan has taken your place since you see lil sparrow as scary. were trying to see if we can have babies. LOL!!

Just to tell you...Sparrow is a boy. Lets see how this would work out.

RP issues..

well ive been using sparrow a lot lately, hes been a pretty neat character. I would love to show you his profile but i dont know how...lemmie see if i can get the link.

http://profiles.yahoo.com/blackcatsparrow

try that out.

So far Sparrow has made a lot of friends; most of them who is trying to keep him as a pet it seems. not too bad for what is seen as an unlucky creature.

Also mike is strating a demon RP..its kinda weird..im usually the demon like last time. but hey, *Shrugs* i simply used Nikuu.

As for other Rp's not lately. Not that many people have been on.

Quote of the day

"society has lead me to believe that the vagina is a bottomless pit that can't be pleased"
-Nick
Ahh..the insightful words of Nikolai. lol
Note for Leigh:
about last night...dont beat yourself up about it, please. Its okay, really. I dont mind. besides, it was such short notice...i wouldntve been ready anyway. So dont worry, im not mad.

Happy birthday once again



Thursday, October 21, 2004

Masquerade?

okay peoples, sory ive been gone a long time! been working on ..well..work! lucky me, ne?

Well some things have come up; the tries of tianna to gain back full friendship, the bringing up my government grade, the opening of Van Helsing on DVD!! *twitch* i want that sooo badly!!

But something else has come up, tianna's birthday is on this saturday! ive been drbatinog in wheter to come or not, and i want to. But i dont know whats in store for me this weekend. Mom signed me up for volunteer work (without me knowing) and i believe i have a counseling appointment... if its not true then im going; i would need a ride.

...Tianna claims she wants a masquerade party. I dont really have a costume. ^^; i have one alrelady planned but i would need two things: a pumpkin mask and a shirt that has ties all the way down. Then i could wear my striped gloves, moms leather jacket, kitty shoes and some of alexi's make up...BAM! a costume like Sora from Kingdom hearts when he went to visit Halloween Town. I think it would look nice. ^___^ but i do need to get these thigns. maybe i can talk to mom into going to Evangeline's and the dollar tree. Im sure i can find a pumpkin mask there.

Also Shannon is having a Masquerade party too! that i can definately go to. unless..mom puts me up for something. -.- but theres noting planned that far... so i think im free there. If I go to that one i'd wear the same costume...for that kinda thing can survive the ages! its my clotehs..and its simple!

And so not to forget im going to put down the important stuff....

Shannons Halloween Masquerade!
@Shannon's house ( 10120 sorenstam drive )
on 10/30/04 @ 8 p.m

Everyone is Welcome! Bring a friend!

Must wear costume and mask!

RP issues

The Neko and Kurama went at it again, trying to get the neko boy pregnant. *giggles* they were a bit too loud, police came to their house. The neighbors were complaing that it sounded like wild animals tearing up a house. Things got taken care of though. and now, the next part--- buying a pregnancy test!!!!

Sparrow also went to hang out with Eein. He got fed but no real playing..and the kitten was bursting with energy... ;-;

I refused to take my medicine which resulted in a bit of a fight with Steven...

annndd...Tianna and I had a bit of an RP...she scared me with a marshmellow man and i kinda ran to sanfransisco where i went with a bunch of girls to a Harry Potter convention. Afterwards we simply...talked. It was nice but she didnt have that much to say; i was the one doing much of the talking.

Quote of the Day

"Make love to me, Kura-chan, make love to me!"
- Sparrow



Sunday, October 17, 2004

Broken Hikari...New Roleplay characters

Well The mending of Hikari was coming back strong. As stated before im planning to write a chapter a week. I think this is the 15th chapter written..things are going well. You should probably check it out.

http:brokenhikari.blogspot.com <~~ check it!

as for other thigns of imagination RP's are going great thanx to Yahoo. I got a few new RP characters.

Theres Sparrow, my black Neko and Vincent, the black dragon. Maybe when i have time Ill tell you more about it; im kinda in Comp Tech and im actually supposed to be helping with a project for e-commerce...

RP issues...

A lot of thigns have happened...maybe ill make a psot all about it.

Quote of the day:

"I promised....Im not going anywhere."
-Hige


Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Got it all figured out..

Well after a bit of thought and a looot of research, i got the Byakko seven figured out. As explained earlier Tokaki, Tatara, and Subaru are taken care of...now about the other four.

I do have them ready ( mike, tasha, zach and elio shall take the parts ) but i wont speak of who they are...wont spoil the moment.

when i wrote the story i used some of my characters from my old sketchbooks; including Kenji, Hiko, Ryuen and konekyo. Although theyre very hot and sexy. (except konekyo, hes so young) im gonna hafta fire them. They wont be my Byakko seven no more. however, ill put them somewhere in the stroy and if one of my friends dont wanna be in the story then ill just squeeze them in.

So basically after doign reasearch adn all that it seems im gonna hafta write my story alll over. Im gonna keep some scenes (which i wont tell you about AGAIN ) but im still gonna hafta rewrite it. I dont think im gonna write in a book like i did before but instead just make another blog for it. ..

As for pictures im gonna hafta beg my friends who have scanners if they would scan pics for me. i wanna put some pictures in when i write my tales.

RP issues

I made a new character a while back ; Vincent the dragon... draoness rather... yes. shes a girl with a boys name; ill tell you the story later.

Anyway since im able to go into RP chatrooms ive been having a lot of fun. Vincent has been learning a lot about 'technology' and 'computers' and stuff liek that while on the search for her family. She made a friend too! Robyn Fayze... a 10-year-old with special abilities. she looked liek a lost orphan and i guess maternal instincts took over teh 15'6" reptile.


Other news

im still sick...so im planning to miss school tommorow. Sorry, peeps. ^__^ if you read this, a visit would be nice. and bring some some chicken-cheese ramen please.

Quote of the day

"If I had two friends that were exactly the same, that would be redundant. So I don't."

-Martin Braithwaite

Monday, October 11, 2004

Sick as a dog but found great information..

Well today was a national holiday and we STILL had school which i thought was complete bullshit. However, i did find some information while i was in comp tech. For a sick person, i was lucky.

While i was cleaning my room on Saturday i found my old book that Tianna and I wrote stories in. It was supposed to be my version of the Universe of the Four Gods , the story for Byakko no Miko (priestess of byakko if anyone dont know their japanese).

Well when I ..er..we started out...(Tianna started her story in my book but then transfered to her own) i had my own seven all planned out in how they would come, also what they were. However after doing a bit of reasearch i found a few of the seishi and how some things are supposed to go down.

For one thing, theres 3 byakko seishi already mentioned; tokakai, tatara, and subaru, whos a girl. Tatara is supposed to be the one the priestess falls in love with in the story. Also the priestess original name was Suzuno.

Also in the story the three mentioned seishi are pretty close. Tokaki can teleport and use advaced ninja skills, subaru can use psychic abilities and Tatara..Tatara can make plants grow. it sounds more of a Genbu kinda thing but he has it and its sexy so..

Its mine! >.< color="#999999">Signs of the Byakko Seishi: Tokaki, Tatara, Kokie, Subaru, Amefuri, Toroki, Kurasaki.

RP issues:
o.o; something strange has happened to Tianna. Kinda...scary.

Rp with alex-sama. prettty fun.

oh and charlie and i had quite a discussion last night. i dun know if he was playing around or not.




Quote of the day:

"Tianna Sickler...I dominate you. "
-Dominique


Saturday, October 09, 2004

I am so frickin' Pissed!!

okay..tell me why my friend IMed me today and told me he got fuckin' punched in the face?! Appearantly while he and his g/f were going home from the mall he got socked by this one guy. idont know the whole story but he said this bastard was getting all pissed at him and her .

and so he got socked.

I dunno all the details and i probably wont for a while but from what it seems, hes protecting his girlfriend. i dunno..but i just have a bit of a hunch that she started this and got him hurt. i dont know. im gonna see if hell answer mah questions tommorow and if not ill asked her.

But right now, i am PISSED!! not like..'drop yourice cream cone' pissed but.. 'when white men lost their slaves and had to do their own damn work' PISSED! thats how pissed i am! i cant think of nothing else but THAT!! >.< oh my fucking god!!

RP issues..
still pissed.. >> but i did RP earlier today, before i heard this news.

I got yahoo messenger now which is fun. (for people who want my sn its stripedprophecy) i get to RP in chats (yay!) and meet friends. so far ive made quite a few friends and have a couple of new characters including my dragon character, Vincent.

Steven is supposed to finished that Spider-Man Rp with me but he hasnt started yet.

Oh and i got to RP with RoninDhampire for a bit yesterday! it was nice..

Quote of the day:

"The less you speak, the more you will hear. "
-Alexander Solshenitsen

Friday, October 08, 2004

Im ready for my close up, Mr. Flynn...

Well today is the day; im taking my pictures for the yearbook. Im a bit nervous yet excited at teh same time. Its been a long time since i got my pictures done professionally.

But theres once eensy-weensy problem...

MY HAIR'S ALL CURLY!!

not like "flipped- up- normal" curly but "1920's-shirly-temple-Roxy-Hart" curly. >.< and everytime i look at myself in the mirror i wanna sing "Roxy" from Chicago. ::Sighs:: Its not so bad though..at least i can make a curl go behind my ears so it looks nice.

All my friends think it looks good. Mom thinks it looks good. My teachers like it . I guess I shouldnt complain.

hmm...yesterday i was talking to my Lamar about the whole Tianna thing. He wants me to go to her and tell her how i feel. i feel ive done that already...more than once. things arent really changing. I know shes busy and all; i am too. but still ...youd think shed be able to juggle schoolwork, her boyfriend, and being a friend at the same time. I do....kinda. *smirks* i switch the boyfriend thing with taking care of my mum. She try to make up a date were we can just hang out, and i appreciate taht kinda..but i think shes just waiting until that time to hang out with me. why should she put me on a schedule? I know we dont see each other during school except maybe in the mornings and passing to 4th but she could take that time to come up and say hi maybe.

No licky. -.- I know that a few minutes a day isnt a lot but hey, I only get to see mike in the mornings and passing to 3rd (lunch for me).

Im trying not to do or say anything to her when i see her walking through the halls; if she wants to be my friend she should be making the moves. but shes not, like she doesnt care...so i guess I shouldnt care either. She's the one that asked for the chance and it doesnt even seem she wants it.

RP issues..

mike was very...er...passionate. o.o; it was like a serenade..but without the armor or the long dresses or the really weird Shakespeare talk.... There was a balcony though! and a dragon!

talked to lamar..but i think that was it. all the stuff thats up there are the things i talked to him about.

I got online this morning and talked to Steven for a bit. I was trying to persuade him to go to bed but he said he did. boy, what i wouldnt do to just stay home and sleep.

Quote of the day

"I'm allergic to eggshells."
-Martin Braithwaite



Thursday, October 07, 2004

To the little rat.

Yesterday, October the 6th, was my dear friends, Nicks birthday! i dont have that much money... and if i did i wouldve given you a present. But sadly this little post dedicated to you is the best i can do! I hope your birthday was just as you wanted it to be... And if it wasnt... then ill kill anyone who made it bad! >.< They shall die by my hand!!!!

Ahem.. and so anyways, happy birhday! otanjoobi omedetoo! Your finally a man...legally....i think. *scratches her head*
Conference..

There isnt much to write today.Um..same old thing. there was a food faire, there was Mike being stupid as usual and there was a looooot of his laughter..

not to mention a lot of his snot...he's still a bit sick.

Anyway, things are still going the same old trail...so i guess the big thing of the day is the RP issues..it does connect to my life though.

so i supposed i should be writing like this..

ahem...I had a conference with all my personas yesterday. Mike was there to listen in and speak his mind as well. Here are the highlights; teh topics and how we discussed them.

* Halloween is coming up and the personas were deciding on what I should wear. Many came up with great suggestions but we narrowed it down to two.

Dress up as an Elf from Rivendale (lord of the rings type feel) or dress up like Sora in Halloween town (Trick-or-treat Kingdom Hearts type feel). Depending on how our money is we will decide the costume.

* Ive been signing up for jobs left and right but the one i desire is Target. Were waiting to hear from them. Word from Zach is they call within 3 weeks...were waiting eagerly for teh call.

*My dreams have been getting stranger and stranger (for those who read my Xanga..sorry i havent updated. schoolwork and what not) . We decided to keep checking on them and see if we can make a connection, just to predict what might happen in the reality.

* Big issue with the Tianna. She wishes for another chance for friendship and all the personas were...hesitant to give it to her, as well as I. actually none of them agreed with giving her the chance except two; Mage and Sad'i. With the help of Mike we've come to the conclusion to let her work for teh chance; if she wants it so badly, shes gotta work for it. its not coming easy this time.

*The final topic was me being 18 in a couple of months. we were deciding what to do on this big event. Were still deciding..

Anyway, i think thats pretty much it. I wanted to talk more of it but i had to stop. since I had to get ready for pictures.

Other RP issues:

since i wasnt feeling too well yesterday (had a tummy ache ) i kinda..er..died yesterday with Charlie. He got a Necromancer though and ressurected me.





Friday, October 01, 2004

1st of October

ohh...so exciting! usually around this time the leaves change color, the people get their decorations done and mom buys candy! lots and lots of candy! im not very fond of the super sweet stuff but i do love halloween. get to let my creativity come out with my costume..

but what to wear?

well i was thinking of becoming a with this year..but then i wanted to be Sheik, then i wanted to be a bounty hunter..then i wanted to be female version of Louis from Interveiw with the Vampire. And then i wanted to be a zombie like trick-or-treater...kinda like what Sora wore when he went to Halloween town.

So many things i can be, so little time! too bad Halloween only come once a year. Its really fun, ne?

I dont have much to say today...other than that i went to Japan Club meeting. They were selling teh old fashoined Japan Club shirts but they were all in Small. Not everyone wears a small ya know.. ::glares:: and they say that they wont make any new shirts until everyone buys the old ones..

but theyre small! c'mon! i cant do anythign in small! i cant do small food portions, i cant do small clothes, i cant do small talk, i dont even deal with small dicks! are they crazy?!

ahem..anyway.. im thinking of making a design for teh next shirt. nothign super flashy..maybe just like the good luck cats you see in restaurants wearing a taiko headband. that be pretty cool...


so..yea..

RP issues-

didnt do much since i was watching the presidential debate. not bad, I suppose. I did talk to mike for a moment in japanese. It was quite refreshing.

Oh..and he shot me with a tranquilizer dart. -.- not cool.

and Steven (lordraco-mun) was working on a yahoo group thing. im thinking of joining; its more of a comic book/ marvel thing. weve decided that id be black cat. ^^ shes a pretty cool character!

Quote of the day:

" A leader is supposed to be cool and detached and your not any of those right now!"
-Tsume