Tuesday, November 30, 2004

*big grin*

Im going through mood swings right now so i decided to write ony my site before i get all pissy again.

But yea, i was in a pretty bad mood yesterday night. It just wasnt really my day.

I went Job hunting yesterday with Zach and Austin. It was nice but then they started to talk about thigns that werent really cool. Yea, a bit was boring but i was mostly talking about things about my beliefs. They can be so narrow-minded and i never thought Zach would talk about it in such a way. However they are entitled to their own opinion I suppose. But it just got on my nerves..

Especially when they went on about what I should be. That pissed me off. But i guess what past is past, as long as they dont bring it up in front of me.

Im sorry, my faithful readers that im not going all into details for the thingy. I just dont want to spark up anything. not right now.


And my moood is going down... *sighs*

Sorry about not writing in The Hikari Story. Ive been a tad busy with babysitting and i couldnt get a moments peace. >> yes the chapter is supposed to be a tad...mature. but i couldnt work on it because little dee was over my shoulder trying to see what I was writing.

So ill see if i can write it this weekened. I would write it now but I'm in school..also i have to work on my outline.

So until then..keep reading. Im sure a few of you havent even looked at my Hikari story. From what i know only.... *counts on fingers* 5 people actually read on a normal basis. but i guess thats cool. Check it out when you can though. I do need feedback. dotn know what it is? look in my profile or just look at my past posts. Its on one of those.

RP issues

Sparrow found his long lost brother, nanashi and had an argument with him. After taht it was a fight that almost killed me. However i got it done... and got him at bay.

Abbie's having fun with Lu, her new human pet and Kyo, another neko, is begging to be a slave. *blink blink* whats up with that?

Quote of the day

" Ahhhh!!! ........ bother!"
-Puppet Pal Ron

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Made something for yous.

Well this is a quiz for you guys to take. How well do you really know me? ^__^ if you guys want you guys can tell me your scores by leaving a comment. If you get it low thats okay; It gives you the answers. *chuckles softly* have fun.

Mike and Tasha made one for me; i got a 70 on both. Let's see how well you guys do.

RP issues

>> a whole bunch with vincent; my dragon character. Also Sparrow had got in a bit of trouble after he couldnt find his baby, Luke. He got him though; he was in teh washing machine. And NO it wasnt on.

Abbie (I know i havent used her in AGES) also met a girl named Scarlet. mm..boobies. lol jk

Or am I?

Quote of the Day

"Some have flown over land and sea to plot where things are to create me. Filled with squares of either green or blue if you need to know where to go im true..."

-Mad Sparrow
He was going crazy. It was a riddle; think you know the answer?

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Such a late night...

Right now it is 1:32 a.m and im slightly awake. I was wide awake with mike but once he left everything just went blah.. *Chuckles* I went and watched Wolf's Rain with him. Its great it comes on weekdays now. I can watch the whole season in about a month. Lucky me.

Um...today is actually Thanksgiving day. hehe...turkey! Im supposed to be getting up to make a peach cobbler leater this morning so i should probably be getting to bed.

Hmm..but why am i writing this post? i kinda forgot. Probably to talk about mike coming over. It was nice; i taught him how to play Bloody Roar: Primal Fury. Hes really good with Uranus. He whipped my ass pretty good. I got him back with Shenlong though. Hes also good with Jenny.

Also i guess what got to me was Tianna's visit on Tuesday. She seemed so sad. It kinda reminded me on this one poem. If i find it online ill post it.

she just seemed really really sad and stuff. I dont know. I'd like to think that she simply learned her lesson about friendship and stuff and she misses what she had and kinda abuse. It's like karma in a way. I remember teh many days where i missed her as a friend and wanted to hang with her but she didnt really care; she was like off with her boyfriend and stuff. and now that im not around on my own free will and doing my own thing and everything it seems that she misses me and kinda want things like before but...its not going to be the same. things were tarnished becasue of the things in the past. *Shrugs* what goes around comes around? i dunno...

Anyway im not going to go on it. No need to say things that are already loud by just actions and going-ons and what not. To all who read:

Happy Thanxgivin!
RP issues
Sparrow continues to take care of the orphan with the imaginary friends. Plans to open a produce, garden and pie shop are filling Sieben's head.The neko's is more than willing to help.
Other than that; no real serious RP *Sigh* oh well..
Quote of the day
"That is a pop up"
*cries of pleasrue as he humps computer via A:Drive* "Oh im popping something alright!"
-Bunny to Puppy

Monday, November 22, 2004

'nother editors note for in search of Mending

Sorry folks but i havent finished a chapter for this one too. ^^ forgive me please. I have started it but the thing is, i havent finished it. But dont worry, it will be very very special Ive done a bit of reasearch.

Time to Relax

This weekend was great; i did nothing but rest and relax. Good thing i didnt have a lot of homework. I slept, did work, cleaned and then rested some more. And since Alex ( not That alex...hehe...our roomate. Alexis likes to be called Alex) wasnt at home, I was on her computer. Its great; i simply turn it on an then Im on online. I did sooo much RP my stomach hurt.

It was strange....I could do a whole bunch of RP but i couldnt really work on my Hikari story. I got it ready though; the poor angel gets drunk. SOmethigns supposed to happen...but i wont spoil it! tee heee heee..

And speaking of Rp...i gotta put more characters on my Roleplaying site. Im thinking of putting Hikari in next. Then Midnight, Nikuu, Priestess, and Nikuumo. Anyone else will just come along...

But thats in teh fantasy world... as for reality? not that much. I dont know what were doing for thanxgiving..and i dont really mind. as long as we have a turkey. I like turkey.

And..tianna gave me a feather today. It's reall nice..has tiger stripes. And its been a while since i got a gift so i really appreciate it. She said she found it on her way to school today..... *Shrugs* i dunno...some days i see her and Alex walkign to school. I jsut do, i cant help it since i ride the bus that goes by the church. I guess its nice to know that she thought of me while she was walkin' with her man.. *Smirks*

RP issues

Tons of that... Made new friends, Tora has been put back on display and has a slave now. O.o; dont ask, for god sakes dont ask.

Sparrow has been getting love from every which way...and he doesnt even do much! Ill fill you in on it later.

A lot of newbies have been coming to me for RP..and sadly I iggy (ignore) them. lol... i feel so evil but i usually dont have tiem for ukes (one-lined Rp). At least give me some semi-para! (RP that includes 2-4 sentances) Sorry that i give you guys so many new words and stuff...its liek new slang in Yahoo. *chuckles softly* gotta fill you in on that a bit more.

A bit of Rp with Tianna...just a smidgeon. It wasnt really big...kind of a reunion with D.P and Nikuu. the red head kinda messed up the Drama though. *chuckles* After that I kinda started to argue with the minon over a soda can...we were both hungry.

Quote of the Day

"I'm so beautiful...It scares me."
-Hotohori

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

A good day...which is a big thing for me..

^^ wow you guys, i actually had a really good day! I got a lot of hugs; hung out with al lmy friends as usual and just had a bunch of fun. Well...it wasnt so good a day but im feeling really good right now .I dont know why, i guess i dont really need a reason.

So...I went to volunteer work today and had a whole bunch of free time. I got all of the work done (not to mention make up) and then even wrote a few letters to my friends and then chilled for a bit. All the while i was listening to music, going back and forth between 107.9 and the oldies station.

One thing happened today that kinda got to me..but now im just feeling really good to be home. It matters not. Ive been putting too much time and energy on it..

but whatever... *Smiles softly with a sigh*

I just made a whole bunch of jokes today and actually sung a bit with mike. We were singing oldies and Disney songs. He cracked me up when he was singing little mermaid. And then...we embraced...which was nice. *laughs*

But i think thats pretty much it.... oh! except one more thing....

I made a new site for my RP characters. Its not much, and i dont have that much on there now...but its there. Its http://creativepsycho.blogspot.com . I'm not forcing anyone to check it since its mainly for Roleplayers who are interested into certain characters. I dont have that many on there..jsut Sparrow and D.A.

Anyway, check it out.

RP issues..

It finally happened; Sparrows a daddy..er..mommy to 5 kit-kats. Theres 3 boys, 2 girls. Hes never been so proud..however..Kura-chan wasnt there..but he did come back today and was rather happy to see them. *Sighs* I kinda wish it couldve waited but we already made up a time for their birthday.. sparrow was supposed to be pregnant for only about..3-4 weeks.

Mike and I havent done much. Hes kinda complaining that we dont Rp that often. I cant help it! we dont catch each other at a certain time...or when we do its late in the night and im tired. *sighs*

Sparrow and Urd have been doing quite a few things too...if you catch mah drift.. *smirks and raises eyebrow*

oh..and Mikhail....

hmm...other than that i think thats pretty much it. I havent been RPing with Steve but its only because i havent been around. I feel so bad. Forgive me, my friend...

Quote of the day:

"Go Foxxy! Its yo birthday! not for real-real; just for play-play"
-Foxxy Love


Saturday, November 13, 2004

Puppy Drama

Today is not so bad. I did some cleaning. Watched Van Helsing with Bre-Bre and actually straightend up my room. All is good apparantly ...until later tonight.

Mom decided to let Carmel out and run loose in the front. -.- bad idea. I tried to warn her..bre bre tried to warn ber but she insisted that the Pit Bull should go out and get some excercise.

And So carmel went out...

And about 1/2 hour later she came home...along with a man.

Apparantly the guy claims that Carmel not only attack his dog to the point of death...but also attacked him. He didnt seem like he was injured but i believe him when he said that his dog was mauled.

So hes going to bring charges on mom for the vet bill and medical bill.

That got me pissed in more ways than one. First of all, i told mom time and time again... OUR DOG IS A FIGHTING DOG! American Pit Bulls are bred for fighting..no doubt about it. They werent made for herding, working, or a lap dog (although she tries to be). Shes fighting and fighting only! I mean geez!

Also the guy got me pissed! For one thing he shouldnt be having his dog out either...

*Sigh* but of course, this is probably my maternal side. Carmel is my baby.

RP issues

Not that much RP going on.... except with a new friend of mine. Lady Tsutnami.

Well Sparrow met her in a tavern after playing a bit of his flute for her. Since then hes been hanging around her; trying to be a friend.

Other than that...Sparrow got drunk and met Angel and Urd. Did anything happen? *smirks* tee hee... maybe.

and i guess this isnt really an Rp issue but this is about Rp. made a site that has info on each of my RP characters. its http://creativepsycho.blogspot.com

I dont have much on there though; just Sparrow and D.A. check it out if you want. i really dont care.

Quote of the day

"No! i dont have a heart! i feel no fear, no love, no pain, no sorrow. I am..hollow."
-Dracula

Monday, November 08, 2004

Editor's note for In search of Mending

Sorry people. For all of those who read my story ( which is a certain few) im sorry that i didnt write a chapter this weekend. I suffered from a bit of writers block. Also a few things happened this weekend.

Like Resident Evil all over again.

okay, this is the part where i write stuff. The diary thing. This is what demonfridgie is all about , ne?

Well for starters, everyone was in a pissy mood this weekend. First it was me..but it was only a day. Talk about major PMS. Then as if it was a diesease, my mom was super pissy ALL weekend. She was bing rude and inconsiderate, which i had to talk to her about. It was kinda strange; like talking to a child. *Sighs* Grammy came over too and she was pissy with mom which triggered a bit of arguments. but mom was starting a whole bunch of stuff and then got mad at me cause she said im supposed to be on her side all the time. So not true! I do have my own mind.

But yea, it was still a nice weekend. I got to see my big big brother! It was nice but still a bit sad taht hes in prison. I miss him lots. Also i got to babysit his son which is my nephew and bre bre came over. We watched a few movies; i wanted to watch Van Helsing with bre-bre but mom was being a bitch (again) and was taking over MY DVD player . *Sighs* she didnt even liek the move and she has her own DVD player in her room. wouldnt kill her to go in there.

All in all i tolerated it and had a good time. I did a lot of RPs (which was strange for i could do those but i couldnt write a chapter. o.O; ) and i passed out in front of teh comptuer twice. Im going to hafta beg for forgiveness. eh heh..

RP issues

Like i said before..a whole lot of Rp with new friends. It was nice but i do miss the gold ol' RPs with some people *Sigh* But gotta talk about new!

Well, Mike and I stared a Hellsing Rp (not Van Helsing >> the anime ) . It was awkward since ive never seen the show nor read the manga so it was kinda funky. He said im doing well though. O.o; meep.


Steven and I were doing an Rp but i wont talk about that one.. *Blush* also because i didnt finish it. I passed out.

Sparrow has been going on adventures of his own and like i do with most of my characters, i put them in IM. I use him for different story lines so theyre are differernt times. hehehe..
Its a bit hard to explain but if anyone would like to know ill be more than happy to help.
Well Sparrow was at his home which is a mansion in a ghost town. so hes living teh high life and yet hes not.

He helped a small boy named Sieben who has a ghost friend named Ike. No one can really see him but Sparrow's special because since the ghost town is ...you know , crawling with ghosts his senses get trained to be around them. It would be no time before he would actually get to see Ike. Currently he can hear him and sense where he is. He cant hear him talk but he can hear his footsteps.

Then while he was takign care of Sieben he was also taking a young man named Landon in his home. Landon is supposedly an actor from L.A who's car broke down. Its like those scary movies where he sealed his fate! *dramtic music plays*

Sparrow was also in an RP where he makes friends with an angel named Teteiyusu. Hes a singer which is really cool; very heartfelt, very sad. He made friends with the neko becuase he said that there arent a lot of us out there; it was fate that brought them together.
Zane hasnt been on for a while; neither has Kurama. *Sighs
*

Quote of the day:

"You might think this is easy..but nothing can be harder. It will test your head, and your mind, and your brain too."


-Mr. Scheebly
Dishearted Writers Block..

"Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!" Dominique said as s h epaced back and forth in her room. She didnt have a lot of room to pace in there but it was easy for her since she didnt have her prothetic leg on. She walked back in forth like a tiger in a cage, eyes cast down as she paced. No one was in there except Nikuumo, who was watching her pace, raising an eyebrow.

"It's okay, Nique. Really." The demon replied to his neurotic creator. But the teenager shook her head, sitting down.

"I had time! I shouldve finished that! I shouldve made that chapter!"

"But you had writer's block. I was sitting in here watchin' you write and you couldnt."

The demon got up from the bed and picked Nique up like she was a child, putting her in teh bed. She blushed from being man handled and then just did what she always did when she didnt feel right; she covered herself up in the blankets and just laid there.

The room was dark and warm; perfect for these cooling nights. Nikuumo had come in every once in a while to check up on her and found it easy to come into her house; Momma Fambro had no problem with him. But of course, he never told her that he was a demon. He sat down on the bed next to her and petted her blanket covered head with his furry paw, his tail thumping against the side of the bed.

"Nique," he spoke up, golden eyes glowing a bit in the dark, "If you have writers block you shouldnt force yourself to write. Its normal. Just give yourself time and it will come to you. You cant always be on schedule. "

The girl was silent and then slowly nodded her head, sitting up. "I guess your right Nikuumo. Thanks."

The demon's only reply was a gentle hug, simling softly. She couldnt help but to smile back, giving him a hug of her own.


Thursday, November 04, 2004

Personal Staement..

this is just a version of my personal statement. I'm not allowed to save it on a disk so im going to put it on here and just copy and paste..heeheheh...

I do like it though; tell me what you think of it.


The tigeress; the largest cat in the feline family, big body covered with a beautiful pelt of orange and black. Intense eyes ovserve everything about itself but rarely take part in the busy actions of the land, content to stay by itself in its camoflauge to watch. An introvert of the animal kingdom by nature tigers takes great comfort in their own solitude and if they do interact it would only be with loved ones.

I can speak so much on this animal for the tigress is me. Often seen as big, fierce, a symbol of dominance the tiger is anything but for it is shy and reserved for such a big predetor. I would rather relax in a calm medow and watch the stars fill up the sky than to attack or harm. I do have my limits though; able to stand my ground for what I believe in with a roar loud enough to disloacate my own jaw.

I am also ready to protect my loved ones in the same manner, ready to use my misused claws to maul anyone that dares treats others with anything but the upmost respect. The tigress is nothing more than a big pussycat, ready to make friends with selected few that are seen as worthy. When this bond is made, it takes a lot for it to be severed. I make sure that my friends are well taken care of in the same way, as if they were more than just family, the strong bond that is probably more loving than most frienships should be.

Just like the stripe pattern of any tiger's pelt I am unique. I go by my own path, making my own pawprints for people to follow if they so desire. Nobody taught me to hint, live a happy life or a dream for it is pure instint that drives me to find my place. I stay in my own territory however while i do this, venturing out every so often but respecting the boundries of others, the gentle and graceful feline in me making sure that others are comfortable. I zigzag through the lands and take in many things all at once sometimes; sometimes not able to survive by just focusing on one thing. I must muti task! Imust keep my brain working non stop before I get lost in my own darkness of boredom, or is it? For when im not out on the hunt I am daydreaming, my mind filling with thoughts of going places outside my boundries. Tokyo, perhaps France; different jungles of concrete and lights for me to explore. New scents, new people; the thought of it makes the fur on the back of my neck stand on end.

The natural instincts, soul and determination is what keeps me going for my long hunt of finding my place. I intend to reach my goals no matter what, not letting my disability get in my way. I only take with me the love of my friends and family, never stopping unless something happens that i must go back and protect. For every devastating event that happens in a tigers life, it does not effect them as it would other animals for it cannot stop long and greive. I must keep going no matter what; i must preserve the ones that are still there, the ones that i live for so my life truly has meaning. Often seen as extemely optimistic some wonder why i dont have wings growing out of this strong back of mine. People see me as an angel, a guardian, a keeper of peace and tranquility no matter what; een if it kills me. Sometimes I am seen as a gaurdian of the soul, mostly painted on walls of ancient temples and armor of warriors that go into battle. This is true for I would rather have bodily harm done to me than to the ones I love.


The design of my stripes are as unique as my art, writing and speaking styles, expressed in its same bold manner as if they are the stripes themselves, out for everyone to see. I usually draw things that are out of the ordinary; fantasy, science fiction, things youd probably see in your dreams. However, what I put down on paper is only a smidgeon of what is on my mind for I am still bit inexperienced. Probably with the help and knowledge of older and wiser animals that surround I might become an expert.

Eyes set on the futrue, the big striped cat of the jungle looks out for what will benefit herself while on the way of helping others. I do the same, knowing what i want to do with my life but also wanting to see what i can do for others as well. Currently my dream is to get my art and writing out to the world; to let them know what i am besides just a huge vermillion and ebony furball. I want them to see me, to see through my eyes with the slithered pupils and get a glimpse of what i see. Although usually hidden in the shrubs that match my fur coat, i still want to exist.The world we live in is very rough, quick paced, loud and sometimes unfriendly. Soon i wish to come out and leave huge pawprints and make changes. Things will be different to what im used to but i will learn to adapt, to be able to come out of the camoflauge to reside in the big and bustling concrete jungles with other animals and probably touch their hearts with a gentle purr and a calm smile.
moody..embarrased..fatigued..

yesterday i was going through mood swings. I was happy in the beginning, depresed in the afternoon and by evening i was ready to bite someones head off. I played it cool though, controlled my temper, i just wasnt super happy as before.

Then i found out why today. *blushes* its that time of the month.

So thats settled, i think im back to normal but jsut somethings itchin' teh back of my mind again. for people who read this, you know who..

I talked to her for a bit, i didnt have much to say because its those 'small talks' that no one really wants to talk or hear about. Dont get me wrong, i'd love to talk to her..i just didnt know what to say that was worth talking about. All except that Nikuu became a parent.

Other than that, nothing. Then she got mad and said i was 'critizing' and that got me pissed..again.. It wasnt as much as before because those kind of words jsut dont hit me as much coming from her but..meh..still got me mad.

Theres a difference between "not wanting to talk to you" and "not having anything to talk about." *rolls eyes* she needs to stop being so defensive.. im not trying to attack her or say that i hate her. i hate some of the actions she does; things that seem cruel or inconsiderate, but i dont hate her. I could never hate anyone...

Except people who hurt or kill people just for the fun of it... things who can do ungodly cruel things for their enjoyment. Those people i can hate..

I dont know why she thinks i hate her. I dont.. I cant. Im too mushy. There are times where i get mad with her or i argue with her but i dont hate her. We can agree to disagree...

But enough about that, ive been going on about this for a long time now. Ive had just as many posts about her than other things, possible more. Dont believe me? check the archives of my blogs from all the other months. Now to better things...

I got my pictures back i took for the yearbook; 16 in all. They look nice, I actually like them. Tasha was nice enough to scan them for me. If anyone wants one then just IM me, alright? im willing to give you a couple.

Theres one i took where i actually look like a soap opera character; like im some rich woman who died and left a will. *chuckles*

I sent a couple to John (another one, sorry Coyote), Alex (the other one, sorry D.L ), and Kalen... they all said they like it. I think they were just being nice...

But yea. Also John and I were talkign about some of his marvelous adventures with trying stuff out. He also talked about his friend Billy, who's brain is completely fried. It was extremely funny about how he gave his friend a pack of sweet n' low and told him it was Diet Coke. I kinda felt sorry for the big lug... heheh

RP issues

Well Zane and Sparrow had a bit of fun yesterday..or was it the day before? hmm..i dont remember, it was fun though. Sparrow has joined Zane on his quest for world dominiation... among other things. The neko was also kind enough to let the commander stay in his house; an old abandoned mansion in a ghost down.

There wsnt a lot of Rp last night though; i was going to start somethign with Steven but i had to go and sleep. Im still tired *yawn*

Alllsoooooo.....no, i think thats it.

Quote of the day:

"Do what you think is right in your heart. You'll be criticized anyway"
-Eleanor Roosevelt

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Getting there...

I stayed home today. I got up, ready to go to school and somewhere inbetween the hall i passed out. Mom agreed that i should stay home and catch up on my rest.

But i dont understand.. i went to bed at 7 last night, thats a good 10 hours of sleep! Im still exhausted thought but i decided to get up and do something.

So my plan is to finish this post and maybe write a chapter in In search of Mending . Just make a new chapter and catch up a bit.

Ive also done a bit of reading on Introverts. I dont know; its been plauging my mind on what i am and how i should react to some things happening in my life. Am I acting normal on these siturations? Am I acting too tough?

Well i took this survey / quiz at my favorite introvert site (introvertcoachz.com) and read on some stuff. I found out what kind of introvert I am; suprised that introverts had categories as well. Heh, i thought that they were just one and the same.

Anyway, heres what i have..

INFP - THE HEALER, POET: Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.

Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity.

Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters.

They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public.

What'cha think?

RP issues

I RPed a bit with lestat when i got home but we didnt get far. Seems to me that lestat is nothing more than a pervert; far from the typical one >> so im trying to stay away from him a bit.

Mike and I RPed a bit too. Hes got Yahoo messenger; yayness! Nikuu's a daddy (yes, she is) to 11 kids. It was more for ...um...a promise than love ; for Evelyn, a leopard demon wanted to help hell's armies...and so she asked Nikuu to be a bit of a sprm donor to make strong and healthy demons. I mean, c'mon! Nikuu was the gardian of the Dark Spire itself...shes a perfect breeding stud. *Chuckles*

Soo Hell's got 11 more soldiers... a few more weeks and they will be trained. theyre more..um..anthro-ish than youko (fox-people ) but theyre super tough. heh, one dragged mike around like he was nothing.

Hmm..other than that i think thats it. Other than that Sparro made a vampric friend; Loraina. Shes pretty cool...shes a newbie but shes really good already. shes a master at semi-para.

Quote of the day:

"The fight between good and evil is eternal within ourselves, whether we choose to recognize or acknowledge it or not."

-Princess M

Monday, November 01, 2004

so sleepy its not even funny..

saturday iwent to bed at 4 in the morning, got 2 hours of sleep because of mike's scaredy behind and then went back to sleep when he left. however, i only slept for 4 hours of sleep there.

Last night i got *counts on fingers* 8 hours of delicious sleep. thats what i get for becomign counselor for 3 people last night. It wasnt bad but i think im going to die from lack of sleep.

I can sleep right now...i dont suffer from insomina..its just that i have so many things taht are much more important to do than sleep. I wish there was more time and also be able to sleep.

*Sigh* i dont have much to say, had a lot of counseling and making new RP friends at the same time. Trick-or-treaters came to my house and i scared all the little buggers with my mask. I didnt say a word to them, just gave them the candy and left.

Then someone came that i havent seen in a while; Nikuumo. he didnt really had to dress up..which was hillarius since everyone thought his tail and ears were fake but Mokuba looked divine. He made a cute vampire. They only came by to get some candies and check up, it was nice.

>.0 d.p...i know your reading this. the minion says hi. he also apologizes for not seeing you; he says too many memories.. and he wouldnt really know waht to say or do anyway... what he was allowed to do *sighs* Ill get him to come and visit you soon... i promise.

RP issues...

o.o i got to RP early this morning; someone was online while i was getting dressed. why was I online? i was going to wear my tie so i usually go to tieguide.com. i didnt wear it though; bummer..

anyway, Lestat was on and we talked. last time i talked to this guy he wasnt in teh best of moods but he apologized..so were friends. >> wont my friends be jealous; especially Neta.

Mike also signed up for Yahoo messenger. we can go into chatrooms now, yay! im trying to get Steve and Tianna to sign up too so we can play around but i dont even think she wants to. *sighs*

hmm...steve did the werewolf RP last night too. it was funny.

Quote of the day:

"We do have squirrely wrath you know; its one of our hidden nature things."

-Foamy