Dom was seen sitting down at the computer in the cluttered and now dusty area of the Press room. She sighed, leaning back in her chair, a bowl in front of her filled with vanilla and crunch ice cream. She took a bite and then stared at her screen in thought. She sat there and sighed, closing her eyes. So many things were going through her mind...some of them not even appropriate.... but she didnt know how to express it to anyone. Surely Joel wouldnt be able to understand. Mike and Charlie would be left in the dark. As for Tianna..well..she was part of it. This was teh main reason.

Putting her spoon down she began to write, eyes furrowed in thought :

So many things happening..So many things happening at once. Bittersweet. Giving me all I've wanted. I have love. I have affection. I have someone that truly cares for me ... No matter waht.

Maybe I've had it for a while..but not in the degree I wished it. Now.. I do..and it feels so grand..

But at the same time....when I went from my friend's house. She gave me the same attention. The same affection that it didnt matter waht was wrong with me. She would listen. She would talk like I was a true friend...which is truly grand...

It is also something any relationship should start with. Friendship..

However. Something else happens... My head swims. I lose my thought. And for some reason I hear my name being called...along with somethign else. Something deep within me I cannot explain...

I lose my nerve sometimes. There are thigns I want to tell her...and its not like what some people think. Not like that at all. Just some simple things I could tell ANY of my other friends..but not her...and i dont know why..

Hopefully this friend will not read it. Nor will anyone else who reads it will think ill of me. Jo-cake..? I could tell him but I fear jealousy will sprout... when all I need right now is answers to my questions and affection.

But .. I'm sleepy now.. I need to rest. Until next time demon fridgie..

RP issues

None really. No one wants to rp with me. *Sighs*

Quote of the day

"For the last time, NO you cant rape yourself!"

-Dominique