urge to destroy world...rising....
 
>.< oh my god im so mad! ive been working on this essay for weeks....700 words and only 200 words to go ..and then my comp freezes while saving! i go back and the whole thing its gone..

Its gone...my $1000 essay is fucking GONE!

I dont know what to do right now..i just wanna destroy something and then just bury myself as deep as i can in the earth . ::Sighs:: but i guess i cannot help it...i guess ill just work really hard on the art scholarship.

I think its due in October..trying to get all the papers for it.  The one i really wanna enter is a short story contest. I think that In search of mending would be a good entry but its a bit...strong for lil kids so i might work on my Tsunami story instead. I think it would be pretty good... I have more chapters to write anyway.

IM also going to do the art scholarship where you hafta make a portfolio or something like that of different medias of art. I think that would be fun anyway.. need to get some paint i guess then..