::nique typed visciously at the keyboard, not looking at anything but the screen. The sounds of the t.v, mom's rambling, music violently blaring in her ears was nothing to her..nothing but a small buzz:::

I dont know what to think right now. Dont know what to feel, Dont know what to say or tell or express in this moment in time.

I just...dont feel good right now. Some disappointments happened, twice in one day mind you (a new record) and im just..triyng to bring myself.

I feel better than before after just laying in the dark. I went from depressed to neutral..im just trying to get back to happy.

But i just cant..