The final stretch with new changes...nothing could be sweeter
well this is it, folks--the last real week before summer vacation! Next week we have monday as a holiday and 3 delicious minimum days! some are scrambling to get their grades up as high as they could, others just starting to catch Summer Fever and not giving a fuck. Me? I'm trying to focus but i cant. My dreams haunt me, i'm lonely, and i need something but i cant put my tongue to it. Appearantly my body knows but wont tell me. >.< Damn you, brain! Damn you i say!
Today was a pretty nice day, although the things that makes me feel empty keeps plauging my mind. I got to see my friends and that cheered me up. Alex was the best though...for it seemed that he gone through a metamorphosis.
He died his hair blonde!! I thought he wasnt going to do it but he did. I heard that people were laughing at him but i thought it looked very very VERY nice! It makes him look like a fantasy book character. It also makes his eyes stand out. That truly made me smile.
And tianna's hair was a brighter red. o.O; is that the natural color or did she dye it? its been a while since i saw it that bright...either that or i was dreaming.
RP issues
Well for a while ive been RPing with the red haird one. its one of those 'family' things where were parents and together we have 14 kids. *chuckles* it was hard deciding the names but i got it
Micheal and I have started a FF thang for a moment. It sounds lke it might go a bit fast. O.o unless one of us make some enemies.
Big Bro Nick is going through it. He's outta college for summer and he claims its going to suck. All because he didnt get to talk to that chick. I told him not to worry and that if he wants changes so badly he needs to go and pursue them! break out of the shell, my friend--all will go well
Other news
Well Saturday i went on my first date...i guess it was a date. ::shrugs:: i had fun, we went to go and see the Laramie Project. It was kinda depressing but there was also some funny parts. As usual i made an ass of myself and told jokes about my family not being embarrased at all. It made me feel good and i was happy to make him smile.
But today he seemed a bit zoned out. I got a bit worried ( i need to stop doing that--sometimes i worry for no reason.) like today i saw him during passing like usual and we talked, his friend was there too. They talked, i listened, which seems normal at times. but then...there was this awkward silence and I just ...stood there. o.o i dont know if it was like some manly man contest or they were trying to make a hint or something so i just left. I dont know what to think really...
maybe...maybe i'm a bit too odd for him. Maybe he doesnt like me so much anymore. but im not going to think so negatively. not yet at least.. ::Smiles::
well this is it, folks--the last real week before summer vacation! Next week we have monday as a holiday and 3 delicious minimum days! some are scrambling to get their grades up as high as they could, others just starting to catch Summer Fever and not giving a fuck. Me? I'm trying to focus but i cant. My dreams haunt me, i'm lonely, and i need something but i cant put my tongue to it. Appearantly my body knows but wont tell me. >.< Damn you, brain! Damn you i say!
Today was a pretty nice day, although the things that makes me feel empty keeps plauging my mind. I got to see my friends and that cheered me up. Alex was the best though...for it seemed that he gone through a metamorphosis.
He died his hair blonde!! I thought he wasnt going to do it but he did. I heard that people were laughing at him but i thought it looked very very VERY nice! It makes him look like a fantasy book character. It also makes his eyes stand out. That truly made me smile.
And tianna's hair was a brighter red. o.O; is that the natural color or did she dye it? its been a while since i saw it that bright...either that or i was dreaming.
RP issues
Well for a while ive been RPing with the red haird one. its one of those 'family' things where were parents and together we have 14 kids. *chuckles* it was hard deciding the names but i got it
Micheal and I have started a FF thang for a moment. It sounds lke it might go a bit fast. O.o unless one of us make some enemies.
Big Bro Nick is going through it. He's outta college for summer and he claims its going to suck. All because he didnt get to talk to that chick. I told him not to worry and that if he wants changes so badly he needs to go and pursue them! break out of the shell, my friend--all will go well
Other news
Well Saturday i went on my first date...i guess it was a date. ::shrugs:: i had fun, we went to go and see the Laramie Project. It was kinda depressing but there was also some funny parts. As usual i made an ass of myself and told jokes about my family not being embarrased at all. It made me feel good and i was happy to make him smile.
But today he seemed a bit zoned out. I got a bit worried ( i need to stop doing that--sometimes i worry for no reason.) like today i saw him during passing like usual and we talked, his friend was there too. They talked, i listened, which seems normal at times. but then...there was this awkward silence and I just ...stood there. o.o i dont know if it was like some manly man contest or they were trying to make a hint or something so i just left. I dont know what to think really...
maybe...maybe i'm a bit too odd for him. Maybe he doesnt like me so much anymore. but im not going to think so negatively. not yet at least.. ::Smiles::
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