The concerned tiger
well after a few days of slumber my mom woke up and actually talked to me! i feel balanced...mother and daughter bonding and what not. life looks better, air smells great and kool-aid is sweeter! hoo-yea!
I got some things off my chest about life and how i feel on certain things and i slept on the past problems that happend on Saturday. if i havent stated before, i was shocked and i couldnt get my emotions in...then i was pissed and concerned! i actually went to bed crying...i worry.
Then i find out that most of the pain that i go through is because i care about others...i truly get worried about my friends as if they were my children! but it shouldnt be that way..my mom says. she says that i need to worry about the pain I go through before i worry about someone elses. If i go through too much over someone then that can make me unbalanced and the person wont learn their lesson. She claims that when i do get sick and tired i would let go and let my advice from the past sink into that person's thick skull. they would soon understand how i tried so hard to make their lives and probably heed my warnings...
But the letting go part is the hardest...on both of us. or more than one..depends on the situation.
I dont know what to do now...i think i'll give it a bit more time. Of course Ill listen to mom's warning and will take her advice...when i'm ready of course.
Or Ill just snap...whichever comes first.
But anyway, its about 5 and to me the day has just begun. I did some laundry, put some towels up and ate lasagna...since I havent eaten in 24 hours.
...I'm just trying to keep my happiness up.
RP issues
well i talked to Nick...but we Rped a bit in our conversation as usual. I taught him the meaning of 'sit and rotate' with Ivy and Count as my models. ::smirks::
As usual, Micheal and I RPed as usual ^^ were still doing the 'Inu-Yasha' themed one and it's pretty fun.
Tianna and i Rped a bit too...but she was going through mood swings so it made me kinda nervous. I didnt want to say somethin that would make her either pissed or make her cry. so I was pretty neutral. Nikuu and Dp did play a bit of a game but then the mistress was talking a bit of nonesense like a little kid so it made me worry.
Aaaaannndd....Duo-mun and I Rped a bit! fun fun!
well after a few days of slumber my mom woke up and actually talked to me! i feel balanced...mother and daughter bonding and what not. life looks better, air smells great and kool-aid is sweeter! hoo-yea!
I got some things off my chest about life and how i feel on certain things and i slept on the past problems that happend on Saturday. if i havent stated before, i was shocked and i couldnt get my emotions in...then i was pissed and concerned! i actually went to bed crying...i worry.
Then i find out that most of the pain that i go through is because i care about others...i truly get worried about my friends as if they were my children! but it shouldnt be that way..my mom says. she says that i need to worry about the pain I go through before i worry about someone elses. If i go through too much over someone then that can make me unbalanced and the person wont learn their lesson. She claims that when i do get sick and tired i would let go and let my advice from the past sink into that person's thick skull. they would soon understand how i tried so hard to make their lives and probably heed my warnings...
But the letting go part is the hardest...on both of us. or more than one..depends on the situation.
I dont know what to do now...i think i'll give it a bit more time. Of course Ill listen to mom's warning and will take her advice...when i'm ready of course.
Or Ill just snap...whichever comes first.
But anyway, its about 5 and to me the day has just begun. I did some laundry, put some towels up and ate lasagna...since I havent eaten in 24 hours.
...I'm just trying to keep my happiness up.
RP issues
well i talked to Nick...but we Rped a bit in our conversation as usual. I taught him the meaning of 'sit and rotate' with Ivy and Count as my models. ::smirks::
As usual, Micheal and I RPed as usual ^^ were still doing the 'Inu-Yasha' themed one and it's pretty fun.
Tianna and i Rped a bit too...but she was going through mood swings so it made me kinda nervous. I didnt want to say somethin that would make her either pissed or make her cry. so I was pretty neutral. Nikuu and Dp did play a bit of a game but then the mistress was talking a bit of nonesense like a little kid so it made me worry.
Aaaaannndd....Duo-mun and I Rped a bit! fun fun!
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