Kitten's Lament.
Ive been going through my ups and downs today. Ive been trying to keep my cool and to find the middle. But i fear right now, Ive hit rock bottom.
I havent been left alone until now, and its way too late. I thought if everyone would leave me alone that I would be okay. But right now.. .i want someone right me.. I want to be held. To be loved. To be taken care of just for tonight.
I feel like I'm going to cry; the lump in my throat, my vision getting blurry and that sick feeling you get in your stomach as you know that those saline tears are going to come at any moment. But then again, my stomach has been hurting too. Cramps.
Maybe...maybe that is why I'm going through my mood swings. Oh god, I wish I knew right now! I'm so mixed up inside... I'm.... really lonely.
I want someone to call me. I want someone to IM me. I want someone to come, right now, at 11:40 p.m. to whisk me away form this house. I dont even care if its to their car! Just...take me out of this currently gloomy and empty place, grab me and hold me close.. just for tonight.
Just for tonight.
Quote of the day
"I had a dream.... that I was all alone with no one beside me. I wished in my dream that someone, anyone was beside me so I didnt have to feel alone anymore."
Ive been going through my ups and downs today. Ive been trying to keep my cool and to find the middle. But i fear right now, Ive hit rock bottom.
I havent been left alone until now, and its way too late. I thought if everyone would leave me alone that I would be okay. But right now.. .i want someone right me.. I want to be held. To be loved. To be taken care of just for tonight.
I feel like I'm going to cry; the lump in my throat, my vision getting blurry and that sick feeling you get in your stomach as you know that those saline tears are going to come at any moment. But then again, my stomach has been hurting too. Cramps.
Maybe...maybe that is why I'm going through my mood swings. Oh god, I wish I knew right now! I'm so mixed up inside... I'm.... really lonely.
I want someone to call me. I want someone to IM me. I want someone to come, right now, at 11:40 p.m. to whisk me away form this house. I dont even care if its to their car! Just...take me out of this currently gloomy and empty place, grab me and hold me close.. just for tonight.
Just for tonight.
Quote of the day
"I had a dream.... that I was all alone with no one beside me. I wished in my dream that someone, anyone was beside me so I didnt have to feel alone anymore."
-Tidus, Final Fantasy X
posted by Lady Sad'e at 11:34 PM
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