Getting there...
I stayed home today. I got up, ready to go to school and somewhere inbetween the hall i passed out. Mom agreed that i should stay home and catch up on my rest.
But i dont understand.. i went to bed at 7 last night, thats a good 10 hours of sleep! Im still exhausted thought but i decided to get up and do something.
So my plan is to finish this post and maybe write a chapter in In search of Mending . Just make a new chapter and catch up a bit.
Ive also done a bit of reading on Introverts. I dont know; its been plauging my mind on what i am and how i should react to some things happening in my life. Am I acting normal on these siturations? Am I acting too tough?
Well i took this survey / quiz at my favorite introvert site (introvertcoachz.com) and read on some stuff. I found out what kind of introvert I am; suprised that introverts had categories as well. Heh, i thought that they were just one and the same.
Anyway, heres what i have..
INFP - THE HEALER, POET: Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.
Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity.
Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters.
They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public.
What'cha think?
RP issues
I RPed a bit with lestat when i got home but we didnt get far. Seems to me that lestat is nothing more than a pervert; far from the typical one >> so im trying to stay away from him a bit.
Mike and I RPed a bit too. Hes got Yahoo messenger; yayness! Nikuu's a daddy (yes, she is) to 11 kids. It was more for ...um...a promise than love ; for Evelyn, a leopard demon wanted to help hell's armies...and so she asked Nikuu to be a bit of a sprm donor to make strong and healthy demons. I mean, c'mon! Nikuu was the gardian of the Dark Spire itself...shes a perfect breeding stud. *Chuckles*
Soo Hell's got 11 more soldiers... a few more weeks and they will be trained. theyre more..um..anthro-ish than youko (fox-people ) but theyre super tough. heh, one dragged mike around like he was nothing.
Hmm..other than that i think thats it. Other than that Sparro made a vampric friend; Loraina. Shes pretty cool...shes a newbie but shes really good already. shes a master at semi-para.
Quote of the day:
"The fight between good and evil is eternal within ourselves, whether we choose to recognize or acknowledge it or not."
I stayed home today. I got up, ready to go to school and somewhere inbetween the hall i passed out. Mom agreed that i should stay home and catch up on my rest.
But i dont understand.. i went to bed at 7 last night, thats a good 10 hours of sleep! Im still exhausted thought but i decided to get up and do something.
So my plan is to finish this post and maybe write a chapter in In search of Mending . Just make a new chapter and catch up a bit.
Ive also done a bit of reading on Introverts. I dont know; its been plauging my mind on what i am and how i should react to some things happening in my life. Am I acting normal on these siturations? Am I acting too tough?
Well i took this survey / quiz at my favorite introvert site (introvertcoachz.com) and read on some stuff. I found out what kind of introvert I am; suprised that introverts had categories as well. Heh, i thought that they were just one and the same.
Anyway, heres what i have..
INFP - THE HEALER, POET: Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.
Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity.
Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters.
They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public.
What'cha think?
RP issues
I RPed a bit with lestat when i got home but we didnt get far. Seems to me that lestat is nothing more than a pervert; far from the typical one >> so im trying to stay away from him a bit.
Mike and I RPed a bit too. Hes got Yahoo messenger; yayness! Nikuu's a daddy (yes, she is) to 11 kids. It was more for ...um...a promise than love ; for Evelyn, a leopard demon wanted to help hell's armies...and so she asked Nikuu to be a bit of a sprm donor to make strong and healthy demons. I mean, c'mon! Nikuu was the gardian of the Dark Spire itself...shes a perfect breeding stud. *Chuckles*
Soo Hell's got 11 more soldiers... a few more weeks and they will be trained. theyre more..um..anthro-ish than youko (fox-people ) but theyre super tough. heh, one dragged mike around like he was nothing.
Hmm..other than that i think thats it. Other than that Sparro made a vampric friend; Loraina. Shes pretty cool...shes a newbie but shes really good already. shes a master at semi-para.
Quote of the day:
"The fight between good and evil is eternal within ourselves, whether we choose to recognize or acknowledge it or not."
-Princess M
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