My club is doing well...the GSA. Everyone there is kind and are very open abotu their sexual orientation..which i have no problem with. ^__^ theyre normal, no matter what and they shouldnt be treated differently about what or how they feel about the same sex or love issues. It was suprising to see some people that I know to be waht they are. Im sure they were suprised about me as well.. They accepted me, as I have accepted them. And Ive never felt so happy..

But ui still have one worry..

My mother.

She, bein' a 'born again christian' would never truly undertand. So i feel totally scared about what she will do..what she will say. what she will think... I dont even think i can tell her about how I feel about it...what i am. What makes me happy..

I dont know what to do about this..thats why i joined that club. My mom wants me out; saying that it "goes against the will of god" Well heres what i hafta say about it.

I dont care!

If I wish to be in this club, then so be it! I am not harming anyone, Im not bringing down any certain group or religion or anything! I am helping others be in touch with themselves and let them know that they are accepted!! If you dont like it, tough. Its who I am and how i wish to be..

"against teh will of god..." if god is the one that created everythign he has created the darkness, the light, the dieseases, poverty, pain, anguish. If god has made all teh beings in teh world, he has created the ones of terrorists, the KKK, the racism. If god has known how we were to be; what our thoughts, our likes and dislikes before we were even a thought in our mother and father's mind then he, too, has made homosexuals, lesbians, bisexuals, transgenders,..everything..

so it is not wrong. It is gods making.. let it be.

Rp issues..

Mike wasnt in a good mood yesterday, like I. So we just sat back and talked. ^^ i needed to cheer up my friend cause it cheers me up.
Tianna somehow tracked me down and wanted to talk. She didnt really help..made my mood a bit worse. ::sighs heavily::

annnndd.... Kevin (animeknight) and i had a FF style battle. It was fun.. he kept trying to kill me and i didnt really attacked, just defend until he was otu of power and will...

We decided to keep it at a draw.


Announcement for Leigh..

-.- congrats on seeing your counselor and all...glad your getting things situated. yesterday, i wasnt trying to attack you..and i hope you get your things straight soon.

but until then we should stay away from each other until you truly got things situated. This will save me from worrying about you all the time and also getting mad of your comings and goings.

just...stay gone until your ready to truly stay. Not trying to be mean, but just think of it as kids running in and out of the house all the damn time. 'stay in if your gonna stay in..other than that..stay outside.

your letting the warmth out.'

You seem to be going on a straight path on getting things better... to make things right for you and ive never been so happy for you. It seems tou have a lot of problems that haunt you and i just want you to be better. That way things can get better for your other relationships, both friend-wise and love. But until then i know that things can happen where i can get hurt...or worry about you and it seems that you just dont care. like...a give and take situation; I give..you take.

so until i know things can get better... i dont really want nothing from you. If you wanna Rp or something, thats cool...I can do that with anyone. but nothing else, please. Thanx

Dominobi

Quote of the day

"I know nothing of god..or the devil. Ive never seen a vision nor learned a secret that will damn or save my soul..."

-Armand