not feeling all too well...
 
Once again..no real food in the house. well i mean, were getting a long..and we do have food but its like..some things we have and some we dont.

We have luncmeat, cheese, and mustard but no bread..

We have sugar but no kool-aid

We have pasta sauce but no pasta (now...i just ate the last bit of it)

I swere sometimes our house is like a third-world country. Poverty, suffering, illnesses, disabilities.. da whole shabang.. *Sighs*

But i guess the only thing that keeps us going in love and family.. but how long can we survive off that? It doesnt really put food in our bellies an money in our pockets..this.. love and family.

Well be fine though..were always fine for a while. Its just how we are. 

Well its that time of the month again for me and im out of commision. i cant finish things all too fast as i usually do...and this goes for art as well. Its strange; this never happened to me before where my artistic talents plummet because of this stupid cycle. >.< its all so new to me.

And for once...i actually sat down..and missed someone. I wont deny it, i miss tianna. no matter how much shes abandoned me, hurt me, brought me down, and talked about the things that i truly cared about so rudely...theres still a thread of love and friendship there..

well i see it more as a red ribbon. Like it..ties us together and so even all this crap we went through and brought ourselves through it keeps us tight. But...i think that its just me saying that its hard to let go..even if its for the better.

Its always hard to let go.

The voice inside my head keeps saying 'its not really letting go..its just going away for a long while. you still are friends you just wont hang out as much as you used to....
 
'Its for the better.Its so you two can learn more lessons without each other in the way...so you can get a clearer veiw. And who knows? you might just get closer next time you meet'
 
i dont know if it was my head or my heart who said that..but i hope its fuckin' right.
 
RP issues..
 
Well me and mike are still going doing that princess and master RP. see it as you like but its not that way. ::smirks::
And...nick..er...nikki was talking to me about all the sad stories that his machina and monsters wen tthrough.  ;-;
Other than that..pretty much it. havent really had time for RP lately..