I never knew feelings such as these..

Nothing new today..just...stuff. went to school. watch stand by me and made my weekly essay. O.o Alex came to see us today after school...or mostly the red-haired one. ^^ it was actually pretty nice to see my pap'i. hehehe...

But something extrodinary happened BEFORE and AFTER school...BEFORE AND AFTER peoples! >> that always seemed to happen...

Well before school i was walking around to look for Mike and he just suddenly busted out of his room door yelling "NIQUE!"

"MIKE!" shreiks I and then we squealed like cheerleaders and gave each other a hug. ^^ i felt pretty special. like i was truly loved...

oh..from what i learned from random quizzes...im goth in a way. no one for me to love, no one loves me and god doesnt care for me... o.o i dunno...i feel like that most of the time but thats usually im alone. I usually be alone by choice.

And yes..thats a confession.

Lets see...what happened after school? well..i decided to hang wih tianna a bit... i needed to have someone over and its been a while since we actually hung around each other except when were waiting for Tina to pick us up.

We were looking for something to eat in teh house..well i was looking and then something weird happened...

she started to scratch my back..and i couldnt move. i was frozen in my own state of pleasure and content. I was panting a bit and squirming..nothing can describe what i felt in the one moment..

but it only lasted a moment. when she was done i couldnt breathe... o.o; thats pretty scary..

>.< im not supposed to go down like that! im supposed to be a tiger and im stopped in my tracks by a fucking back scratch?!?! i gotta work on that.. ::Sighs::

anyway...i think thats pretty much it. its about 3:45 and tianna still here. A mans also here fixing the garbage disposal so were just waiting for him to leave. I feel a bit better than i have been..but for some reason..i feel a bit of anger..i cant describe it.

RP issues
Mike turned into this super werewolf and we played a few games in teh frozen lake. we also got to see prietess's hybrid transformation...

It was a mix of a gray cat/ wolf/ hawk/ jackal with spikes and a small horn..

And....nick..er nikki got in a bit of a fit. >> pfft..just cause i bit him, so what?!
Other than that i think thats pretty much it..