With new eyes, i am truly thankful..

Pretty good day today, got to school early and stuff and i saw Tianna. It was fine and stuff...her letter that she gave me yesterday was disturbing and it made me go into a 'fuck it all' kinda mood. I hate being in that mood..

She confuses me...as always.. .i dont know waht to do with her sometimes but at least shes getting better. I knew her emotions would come out sooner or later and its best that she at least talks to someone about it; and it doesnt hafta be me.

^__^ so yea, im kinda back in balance...a bit. I was hungry one moment and then lost my appetite the next. I think im still just trying to get back to normal...for Aquarians anyway.

So here i am, sitting here..contemplating on all the bad and the good.. and it makes me wonder... For the past year, ive been in more bad stuff than good. I mean, ive had more than my share of hurt feelings, some of my dreams havent come true ... just a whole bunch of dark stuff.

The only thing that i can think of that i have kept me going is my family and friends...sure family gets on my nerves and stuff but i dont know where would i be without them. My friends( i dont have that many) have been there for me through thick and thin. Last year i even found out who my true friends were and filtered them out...

And now that i think im truly TRULY done with this filtering...im at peace..

Now to worry about college. ^^ need to work on the essays and stuff for scholarships to get to San Fransisco! weee!! g'bai sac-town!

But not for another year ::smirks::


RP issues..

um...nick turned me to ashes and learned about the voices in my head; lust, death, and travel. He put me back together...but not after getting into a bit of a bitch argument with Shaman.

Um other than that..thats pretty much it.