Keep your cool
Alright...everything is kinda going in a bit of a rut. a couple of my friends broke up and its kinda getitng to me. I know it shouldnt but it just does...
You see...one was my friend since um...9th grade. we didnt really hang out but when we did it was still pretty close and everything
While the other ive known since 10th grade and through the other. Weve been super close and stuff, I guess since were both girls.
Anyway, im kinda stuck because..theyre both my friends! I wanna comfort them both so much at teh same time but i cant. One talks shit about the other in a way to vent out pain..the other fixed everything and made things right but still hurt. Oh god, i wish i could be there for both of them...
However, i know that one has a lot of caring friends so i dont really need to worry..i guess. ^___^ Meanwhile, for the other....
she wants to be left alone. she hurts me a lot..sometimes im sure she doesnt even know it. Most of the time, i notice, she hurts me when shes hurt herself so im just gonna leave her be. when shes in a better mood she can some to me. Its been like that forever-- an on and off relationship. to tell the truth, i dont liek it too much. how can you decide to be someone friend and then decide not to?
whatever...ima keep my cool. dont need to add anymore drama to my life..just speaking my mind.
RP issues..
sorry, but none. just trying to get my facts straight and wonrdering why i care so much for these people that im sure dont care.. .
whatever..
Oh, made Michael my brother...i think thats it.
Quotes..
mike said something that really stood out to me.. thought i'd share it
" I know, it's all falling apart. But you can't let your friend's depression get to you. When they break apart that's their choice and they have to live with it, not you"
oh, if you people didnt know...i dont deal well will negative changes...no matter what it is.whether if its my life or someone thats close to me..i cant deal with it.
aaand...
"Don't believe that things are impossible to fix, that just makes that statement true. If you believe that everything will be fine and can and will be fixed, then there will be the good chance that it will happen"
it seems that mike is always optimisitc when im not...
Alright...everything is kinda going in a bit of a rut. a couple of my friends broke up and its kinda getitng to me. I know it shouldnt but it just does...
You see...one was my friend since um...9th grade. we didnt really hang out but when we did it was still pretty close and everything
While the other ive known since 10th grade and through the other. Weve been super close and stuff, I guess since were both girls.
Anyway, im kinda stuck because..theyre both my friends! I wanna comfort them both so much at teh same time but i cant. One talks shit about the other in a way to vent out pain..the other fixed everything and made things right but still hurt. Oh god, i wish i could be there for both of them...
However, i know that one has a lot of caring friends so i dont really need to worry..i guess. ^___^ Meanwhile, for the other....
she wants to be left alone. she hurts me a lot..sometimes im sure she doesnt even know it. Most of the time, i notice, she hurts me when shes hurt herself so im just gonna leave her be. when shes in a better mood she can some to me. Its been like that forever-- an on and off relationship. to tell the truth, i dont liek it too much. how can you decide to be someone friend and then decide not to?
whatever...ima keep my cool. dont need to add anymore drama to my life..just speaking my mind.
RP issues..
sorry, but none. just trying to get my facts straight and wonrdering why i care so much for these people that im sure dont care.. .
whatever..
Oh, made Michael my brother...i think thats it.
Quotes..
mike said something that really stood out to me.. thought i'd share it
" I know, it's all falling apart. But you can't let your friend's depression get to you. When they break apart that's their choice and they have to live with it, not you"
oh, if you people didnt know...i dont deal well will negative changes...no matter what it is.whether if its my life or someone thats close to me..i cant deal with it.
aaand...
"Don't believe that things are impossible to fix, that just makes that statement true. If you believe that everything will be fine and can and will be fixed, then there will be the good chance that it will happen"
it seems that mike is always optimisitc when im not...
posted by Lady Sad'e at 3:04 PM
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